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ሳወራሽ እና ስጫወት ጤነኛ እመስልሻለሁ አይደል። ስትስቂ ለማየት ብዬ እንደምቀባጥር ታውቂያለሽ? አሁን ከአሁን ንግግሬ ያስከፋት ይሆን እያልኩ እንደምሳቀቅ ልብ ብለሽ ይሆን? ዝምታዬ የበዛው ለምን ይመስልሻል? ጨለማ ነፍሴ እንዳይበክልሽ ሸሸሁሽ። የማስበውን እንዳታውቂ፤ የነፍሴን ጥለሸት እንዳታይ እፈራለሁ። የእውነተኛ ማንነቴን እደብቃለሁ።
እንቆቅልሽ እየሆንኩ ይመስልሻል? ምን እንደሆንኩ፣ ምን እንደማስብ ማወቅ ትፈልጊያለሽ። ይህን ፍላጎትሽን ባለማሟላቴ እናደዳለሁ። ከአንዴም ሁለት ሶስቴ እኮ የውስጤን ልነግርሽ ወስኜ ነበር። ምን እንደሚይዘኝ ግን አላውቅም።
ንፁህነትሽ ያሳሳኛል። ፈገግታሽ ተስፋ ይሰጠኛል። የውስጤን ጨለማ ካወቅሽ ንፁህነትሽ እና ፈገግታሽ እንደሚጠወልግ አውቃለሁ። ብቻ እፈራለሁ። ወድጄሽም እኮ እንደምወድሽ አልነግርሽም። ጨካኝ ሁኜ ነዋ የሚመስልሽ?
ኒቼ ምን ይላል መሰለሽ "If you gaze into an abyss, the abyss also gazes into you" ሲመስለኝ ግን ጨለማው እኔ እራሴ ነኝ።
ኒቼን quote ማድረጌ እንደሚያናድሽ አውቃለሁ.....
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But something had changed.
For the first time that night, I no longer wanted to die.
I realized there were people who loved me.
People who needed me.
People whose lives would be shattered if I chose to leave this world.
I realized that ending my life would not end the pain,it would simply transfer it to those who cared about me.
And then something unexpected happened.
At 8:42 PM—2:42 in Ethiopian time—I received a message from her.
She asked me to wait for her until she got home so we could talk.
To many people, it may have seemed like an ordinary text message.
But to me, it felt like hope.
It felt like an answer arriving at the exact moment I needed it most.
Maybe the relationship will survive.
Maybe it won't.
I do not know what the future holds.
But this night taught me something I will carry for the rest of my life:
Love deeply, but never build your entire existence around another human being.
People are precious, but they are not meant to carry the weight of being your reason for living.
When we place one person at the center of our universe, we risk losing ourselves when they leave.
That night, I learned that my life was bigger than my relationship.
I learned that there was still purpose beyond my pain.
And most importantly, I learned that sometimes the first answer to a desperate prayer is not the removal of suffering.
Sometimes it is simply the strength to make it through one more night.
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My favorite porn channels on TG got banned, but i've saved all of the videos and photos earlier 😈thousands of pics and vids... over 10GB ! so even if they deleted those channels, i didn't get upset that much. In fact i can send some of it for the channel owners🤣 ironically i don't even remember the last time i watched them. All of that video is just sitting on my PC. Ppl pls don't ask me to send you the vids or my id i just came here to vent not share. I probably will end up deleting all of it in the near future.
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Was sitting in the library, by the window. A book i am reading taking my soul and heart to another place and time, outside every one is in their marry way( well, their faces is solmen like they are on their way to hell) heavy gray clouds are rolling trying to hide, to tame the sun people go up and down the road, a gardner trimming the grass like he is making art, trimming the edges, picking out trash he is so focused that what he doing is the most important thing in the world.
A bookstore opened , a man around his mid 30s rolling up the shatter, book already shelfed up and ready to be sold. He started bringing out new books from his car(inventory) ... stacking them up high to his chin and taking them to the shop again and again.... how long did it take till it grabbed my attention?? How many time did he take the books back forth.
My first instinct was to help him, take of some of the load, shorten the time, lessen the weight, and i wondered (well a full on cinematic experiance of the following:)yeah by helping a small conversation would start and would tell him about how i enjoy books, how i want to have a book store sometime in the future that will strack up another topic on how he maintained the shop and the challenge, and in all that an opportunity would rise to work there and see the experience and the market ....
I just sat there, half my mind enjoying this HD scenario, half my mind was telling me to go, to run and see the outcome, be a little daring, even if i don't get to have my daydream at least i helped a man, and half of me is grabbed in fear of all the impossible outcomes( what if he take me for a theif, what if he simply dismiss me with a no, what if he is rude, what if i ruined the books while trying to carry them, what if i fall and they got mudded, what if what if what if) it is paralyzing, it didn't snatch away my capability i know i am not really paralyzed and if i wanted to i can move... but something was tied around that left me breathelss and unable to move .... by the time i worte this, all books are inside and the guy is gone inside ..... missed opportunity ማለት ይሄ ነው
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Hey guys 23M here
I think I need aggressive women that mistreat me a lot
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I've been thinking
Why don't we normalize online dating in Ethiopia i swear it's considered as a taboo eko and why is that esp in the girls community. For eg me i can say am relatively an open minded person gn on the dating bots and apps mnamn I'll never ever put my pic on it and even if i match wz people i won't send my pic easily, I'll send it after making sure we didn't go to the same highschool or University mnamn ena why is it like that, i wish online dating was normalized here in Ethiopia kemr
Tbh i really prefer inperson dating to online dating bcz in my little experience of online dating mostly the people are asses🙄 so currently i don't u use any app or bot i stopped using it long before i met my bf bcz the guys are honestly disappointments ifk if that's my experience or guys act like that bcz it's online mnamn bcha it'd have been really good if it was normalized esp with in our( girls ) community bcz kemr my friends mnamn endet endemitelut 😂 like hatyat new miyasmeslut ena bcha idk😂
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So here is the thing
Whenever i tell people what my ethnicity is they get flabbergasted 😂 saying all things like " what u don't look like ur ብሔር " esp when they r ppl that know my family mnamn like i remember one girl she was walking me back from church and she literally jumped on the street saying how could u be that ethnicity when u and ur fam is all this pretty and lightskinned mnamn 😂
I also told a guy friend of mine and he couldn't believe it mnamn saying how are u like this then mnamn 😂
Another friend of mine also couldn't believe her ears when i told her
So yeah i take no offense to it i know they meant well when they say that and i really don't care and don't take it personal tbh gn sasbew yaskegnal beka there is a stereotype to it malet new bcha germogn let me share bye new 😂
Anyone similar experience yalew?
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Call it desperation or what so ever but ima lay it here hi im kalu 25 male i usually spend most of my time alone i like reading and exploring hidden knowledges like astrology mysticism and meta physics and stuff now a days i became so incubated in my solitude i notice i dn have people around me that i can converse with about those topics its just feels discomforting not to have someone to talk about vibe with the same stuff i am not religious at all none the less not an athiest either i have my own concept of life and how it all started but at the end of the day there is still a void deep with in me that craves communication and connection maybe idk what this vent will bring about but lets see where it goes
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I Missed his voice so bad,i missed the thing that we had,how he sees me, how he tries to control me,the way he confesses he's love......ayi
I genuinely missed him!!!!!!!
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Yo my friends men and femaled who are struggling to stop porn finally after 3 years struggle i found the way guys these are what helped me
Watch video of actualized org youtube video about overcoming addiction and aslo
Read the easy peasy book that's all i can say friends stay strong may God help you remember porn was/is killing us
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Hey guys im 21F and me and this guy together for 1 year ena kesu befit I’m with his friend keza Esun astewawekegn ena temechegn then one day we kiss kezan Ken jemero abren nen ke gudegnochum ga teleyaye menamn then the biggest issue is our religion he’s Protestant and im orthodox but the thing is going serious and we fell in love so hard and I go to church with him blah blah ena h ahun esu process lay new wechi lemehed ena im afraid what if bitewegnes kehede behuala but he say ewesdeshalew eza heden lij enweldalen yeteshale hiwot yenorenal so lemenew? Look I can’t leave him am so attached with him I can’t even and Ken mewal salawaraw
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ፎቶሽን.... ላኪ!....ፎቶዎቻችንን ላኪልኝ!
ከአንቺ መሄድ በኋላ ህይወቴ በአንድ ሰው ጭንቅላት ውስጥ ያለ ደብዛዛ እና ፍዝ ትዝታ መስሎ ተቀምጧል!
በውል ይሄ ነው ተብሎ የሚታወስ...ነበረ ተብሎ የሚነገር የኋላ ታሪክ የለኝም!
እንደነከሰ ቴፕ.....ዚጥዚጤ ይረብሻል! በደንብ ያልተጠነጠንኩ ካሴት መሆኔ ያሳዝናል።
በሚያንዘፈዝፍ ብርድ ፣ በሚያወላግድ ነፋስ ፣ በአፍንጫዬ ቀዳዶች ስር አጎንብሶ የወጣ የሚመስል ፈሳሼን እየሳብኩ ከዚህ ረብሻ አምልጬ መሮጥ እፈልጋለሁ....ወደዛ አንቺ ወዳለሽበት...ምትገኚበት ወደሚመስለኝ ሁሉ...
በምሽት በተዘረጋ ኩድራ መሀል ፣ እሳት በሚነድባቸው ደጃፎች መሀል ፣ በርተው የሰው መልክ በሚያጠቁሩ የጎዳና መብራቶች መሀል ፣ በማይጮሁ ግን በታሰሩ ውሾች መሀል ፣ ጠመንጃ እንዴት መታነግ እንዳለበት በማያውቁ የምሽት ጥበቆች መሀል ፣ መጸዳጃቸውን በማዳበርያ ቅዳጆች በወጠሩ መጠጥ ቤቶች መሀል ፣ አጥሮቻቸውን በአስተናግር ቅርንጫፍ በሸፈኑ ቤቶች መሀል ፣ ከእሾህ መስክ በላይ የህፃናት እግርን በሚፍትኑ ዘመናዊ መንገዶች መሀል ፣ ሁሌ ተሰብራ በምታበራ ጨረቃ መሀል ፣ ሲያዩቸው በሚያደናግዙ ሲራመዱባቸው ግን በሚያስቦርቁ የምሽት ኩርባዎች መሀል ፣ ለመንደድ በተደረደሩ የፍልጥ እና የኩበት ድርድሮች መሀል ፣ በተኮራረፉ ጥንዶች መሀል ፣ ርቧቸው ደንበኛ በሚጠብቁ ባለሱቆች መሀል ፣ ወጣት እንደ አዛውን በሚያስረጅ ሰልፍ መሀል ፣ አፌን በሚያሸት ረሀብ መሀል ፣ እኔን የሚመስል በእንጨት በሮች ላይ በተሰቀለ መጋረጃ መሀል ፣ በውሀ ድንጋዮች መሀል ፣ በኩይሳዎች ደግሞ በረዣዥም ዛፎች መሀል ፣ ለበሶ ደግሞ ለውድ ወይኖች በተሰለፉ ጠጪዎች መሀል ፣ እናቴ ቤት በሚጤስ እጣን መሀል ፣ ባደፉ የቤቴ አንሶሎች መሀል ፣ በሚረገፉ የጢም ፀጉሮቼ መሀል ፣ ውሀ የበዛው መንገድ ባነጣው ተረከዜ መሀል ፣ በየገበያው ከወደቀ የፍራፍሬ ልጣጭ መሀል ፣ በሚፈርሱ የከተማ ግንቦች መሀል ፣ በየመጽሀፍት መደብሩ መሀል ፣ በየጃዝ ባሩ ወንበር መሀል ፣ ባላባቸው የቢራ ጠርሙሶች መሀል ፣ ባሳፊ ወተቶች መሀል ፣ ባልበላኋቸው የኬክ ሰሀኖች መሀል ፣ በቡና ጭላጭ መሀል ፣ በቁንቦ በርበሬ መሀሌ ፣ በካሞሜላ አበባ መሀል ፣ በሰዎች መዳፍ ባደፉ የጎዳና ወንበሮች መሀል ፣ በቴአትር ቤቱ ጨለማ መሀል ፣ ባልተለኮሱ ሲጋራዎች መሀል ፣ በየህንፃው መስኮት በሚታዪ አታክልቶች መሀል ፣ በፈንክ ፍንክትክታ መሀል ፣ በጃኬቴ የውስጥ ኪስ መሀል ፣ ታዝለው ባንቀላፉ ህፃናት መሀል ፣ በተሲዓት ባልደረቁ ጤዛዎች መሀል ፣ ተሰብረው በሚመቱ እንቁላሎች መሀል ፣ ፈንገስ በበላቸው የከተማዬ ሀውልቶች መሀል ፣ ነዋይ በሚጠብቁ ዘበኞች መሀል ፣ ካፌያቸው በደበዘዘ ማድያዎች መሀል ፣ ሙሉቀን በተከፈተባቸው የቃጤራ መንገዶች መሀል ፣ በቀዘቀዙ የወታደር ካምፖች መሀል ፣ ህፃናት ባጡ ሸርተቴዎች መሀል ፣ ባጎነቆሉ እንጉዳዮች መሀል ፣ ባዘነበሉ የመንገድ ሽቦዎች መሀል ፣ ተዘበራርቀው በተቀመጡ ጫማዎች መሀል ፣ በቀዘቀዙ የሻሂ መሽኗኖች መሀል ፣ በተጠራቀመ እጣቢ መሀል ፣ በየመጽሀፍቱ በተሰገሰጉ የገጽ መለያዎች መሀል....
ወልይ በተናገረው የማይመጣ ትንቢት መሀል ፣ ባልነገርኩሽ የአባቴ ትዝታ መሀል....በኚህ ሁሉ ነገሮች መሀል እፈልግሻለሁ!
አሁን ምኖረው...
በከተማ ስም በተጠቀለለች ትንሽ የገጠር መንደር ውስጥ ነው...መንገድ ቢጠየቁ ቅርብ ነው በሚሉ ፍንዳታዎች ፣ ቡጊ መደነስ በሚችሉ ከክፍለ ሀገር በመጡ የቀን ሰራተኞች የተሞላች...የግብጦ አረቄ በብርቱካን ጁስ በሚያቀርቡ ኮማሪዎች የተሞላ ፣ ፓስታ በእንጀራ የሚበላበት ሰፈር...ሂሂሂ....
ስትናፍቂኝ ግን....እዚች ትንሽ መንደር ውስጥ ሆኜ እኳ የማልገባበት የለም! ናፍቆት በሚባል ውሀ ውስጥ...የገነባሁት ታላቅ እና ጥልቅ ማንም የማያውቀው የአስማት ከተማ አለኝ።
እዛ ውስጥ ገብቼ አንቺን ይዤ እወጣለሁ!
ከሁሉ ከሁሉ ስትናፍቂኝ እነኚህ ንግግሮችሽ ይሰሙኛል....
<<ፎቶ እንነሳ?
ወፎች ያነሳናቸውን ፎቶዎች ቢያዩ ምን ይላሉ?
ድመቶች ፎቶ አንሺዎች አይመስሉህም?
እየው....ግርማ በየነን ፣ ጆቫኒን ፣ ጆርጋን ፣ ሙልጌታን ፣ ተስፋን ፣ የጎረቤታችንን ልጅ ፣ የምትቀሰቅሰኝን ፀሀይ ፣ የበላሁትን ጭኮ ፣ ያገኘሁትን ዛጎል ፣ ያጠመድኩትን አሳ....
ከአንተ ውጪ ፀሀይ ሚገባበት የሀረግ በረንዳ ሁሌ ፎቶ ባነሳ...
ቅመም የበዛበት ሻሂ አይመስልም ይሄ ጥቁር ፎቶ?
ና እስቲ...የቡና ሲንሂን እንደያዝክ ፎቶ ላንሳህ....
አትነቃነቅ....አታኩርፍ
ሳመኝ እሺ አንዴ!
ሲጋራ ለኩስ!
ከአንሶላው ውስጥ አትውጣ!
እግሮችህን....
አማርከኝ!
dave Brubeck'ን ክፈተው
የፎቶ ስብስባችንን....ሀረግ የሚስም ተሲዓት አንለውም?
በዚህ ፎቶ ጋዜጣ ላይ አትፅፍም?
ፀጋዬን አንብብልኝ....እኔ ፎቶ ላንሳህ>>
....እባክሽ ፎቶግራፍሽን እፈልጋለሁ!
ፎቶግራፍሽን
ፎቶግራፎቻችንን
እነዛን ብዙዙዙዙ ፎቶዎች!
የራስሽ የሞንታዥ ፖርትሬይቶች ፣ የባለግንባቸው ስቱዲዮች ፣ የተፋፈርንባቸው የገላ ቦታዎች ፣ የምወዳቸውን የእግሮችሽ ሸንተረሮች ፣ የአንገትሽን አጥንቶች ፣ የሰበሰብናቸውን ካሴቶች ፣
የተጤሱ ሲጋራዎቻችንን ፣ በጠዋት የቀረቡ ቁርሶቻችንን ፣ ስናልፍ እንደሰው ያሳዘኑን ያረጁ በሮችን ፣ እነዛ በጫት ወሬ የከበቡንን ከያኒዎች ፣ የተሰጣጠናቸውን መጽሀፎች ፣ በዘይት የረጠቡ ፓስቲዎች ፣ ያረጁ ወንበሮች ፣ የድራፍት ብርጭቆዎች ፣ አበባ የበዛባቸው የውስጥ ልብሶች ፣ በየፓርቲው የዘለልንባቸውን ጫማዎች ፣ በየሆቴሉ የተመሰጥንባቸውን ስዕሎች ፣ ለሽርሽር የቆምንባቸውን የፍራፍሬ ሱቆች ፣ እነዛ ቢጫቴ ሹራቦች ያሻሸናቸውን ጥገቶች ፣ የመገብናቸውን ድመቶች ፣ ፊቶቻችንን የለጠጥንባቸው ሰልፊዎች ፣ እነዛ በቺዝ የሰከርንባቸውን አልፍሬዶዎች ፣ አረቄ የቀላቀልንባቸው የአናናስ ኮክቴሎች ፣ የተነካካንባቸው የሊፍት ውስጥ መስታውቶች ፣ የሰማናቸውን የሙዚቃ ሊስቶች ፣ ልንኖርባቸው የተመኘናቸውን የድንጋይ ቤቶች ፣ ከየሆቴሉ የሰረቅናቸውን ባለሀረግ ማንኪያ'ና ሹካዎች ፣ የተከዙ ሽማግሌዎች ፣ ያሰመርንባቸው የመጽሀፍት መስመሮች ፣ ግጥም የፃፍንባቸው ናፕኪኖች ፣ ያልገባንባቸው መስኮቶች ፣ እነዛ የሳክስፎን ተጫዋቾች ፣ ጂን ያለሰለስንባቸው የሎሚ ልጣጮች ፣ ያስጠገናቸው የቆዳ ጫማዎች ፣ ረሀብ ያስታገስንባቸው ሳንድዊቾች ፣ ለቴአትር - ሲኒማ የቆረጥናቸው ትኬቶች ፣ ብቻችንን የተቀመጥንባቸው የምሽት አውቶብሶች ፣ የሳቅንባቸው የመጽሀፍ ርዕሶች ፣ ያሞቁን ክብ መብራቶች ፣ ውሀ ያደራረቅንባቸው ፎጣዎች ፣ በየሆቴሉ የተቀበልናቸው የቁልፍ መያዣዎች ፣ ተደብቀን የተሳሳምንባቸው ሙዚየሞች.....እነዛ ብዙዙዙ በእጅሽ ያነሳሻቸውን ፎቶግራፎች....ላኪልኝ!
እንኳን ከነዛ ፎቶዎችሽ ጋ....በአንቺ ፈገግ ብዬ ከተነሳሁት ብዥዥዥዥዥ ካሉ በየሌሊቱ ከማያቸው የራሴ ፎቶግራፎች ጋ ራሱ ፍቅር ይዞኛል!
ያ.....አብሮሽ የነበረው ጤይባ እና ጀብደኛ ራሴ ይናፍቀኛል።
እዚህ...
ቡና በማይበቅልበት ሀገር ስለምኖር
ፎቶዎችሽን አይቼ ከድባቴ ልነቃ!
እባክሽ ፎቶዎቹን ላኪ....
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Why is it so hard to find an easy flowing love? Here is the thing i've been in two different relationships at different times there is like 2 year difference between them the first one lasted for 6 months and the second one lasted for around 3/4 months tbh i blame myself for both of them to not workout i take the responsibility but here is what i think for why it doesn't workout: in both situations there was a chasing situation like before we get into the relationship there is a period of chasing that i'm chasing them (Nb: they showed interest but they were hesitant to commit) so the thing is after we get into the r/ship i feel soooooo tired like i get tired of them, even it annoys me when they use love words or call me in affectionate names (Nb: i used to call them in affectionate names and use love words during the chase), so when they start to show commitment i lose interest on them like i really get tired of them, so what i found out is the chasing part makes me so tired it just drained me so i lost the interest and they became too ordinary, i know it's all my fault but i couldn't help it, so i think sometimes one of the reasons we mens lose interest in a girl is not because we didn't love them at the first place we do but if there is some chasing part it just consumes our energy🔋 and that all love that we can give if not for the chasing go to waste and when finally the girl starts to show commitment we're in a battery low mode and not much to give, so i feel like it's sooo hard to find an easy flowing love that doesn't need so much conviction that's smooth, easy going and that doesn't need so much hard work to finally find commitment something that you start being on the same page with the other part it's hard to find huh?
so my question is does something like this happen to you?
And for girls why you make it so hard for us at the start? Why it took you so long to commit even having an interest? Why leave us with a doubt at the start?
Isn't it better that you conserve our energy?
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I am 23 years old.
He just makes me happy, I feel at peace when I am around him, I knew that I was cooked the moment I found myself wanting to spend every second with him. I feel genuineness, he is so supportive, he treats me with respect, his consistency, he communicates, he is ambitious...in the beginning I was suspicious but nowadays i just chose to enjoy every moment i have with him no matter what tomorrow brings to our lives.
I think I just love this man❤️
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Graduated few months ago and I got a job. I have never worked my whole life and I'm anxious about it. Any advice for my first day at work or any advice in general Please 😭.
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June 15, 2026, is a day I will never forget.
My girlfriend and I had been together for 2.6 years. We had dreams, plans, and a future that felt certain. Six months ago, I made a decision that changed my life. I moved far away from my parents, my friends, and the familiar comfort of my community to be closer to her. I rented a two bedroom house, believing that one day we would build our life there together.
Little by little, we started preparing for that future. We bought things for the house. We imagined what our lives would look like. Although she did not live with me, she was a constant part of my daily life.
Living alone was not easy.
The distance from my family and friends left me isolated. Most days, the highlight of my life was seeing her after work. I would cook for her, we would eat together, talk, laugh, and spend time together before I walked her home.
Those moments became my refuge.
They became the way I coped with loneliness.
Without realizing it, she slowly became the center of my life.
Then life became difficult.
Financial pressures increased. Stress grew. Arguments that once would have been small became bigger. We had a few fights over the course of several months. Nothing seemed impossible to overcome, but eventually things reached a breaking point.
She asked for space.
Then she blocked me everywhere.
No calls.
No texts.
No way to reach her.
Suddenly, the person who had become my source of comfort disappeared from my daily life.
The silence was unbearable.
The loneliness became overwhelming.
For the first time in my life, I found myself thinking about suicide and looking at the 5 Litre በረኪና I bought with 600birr 2 months ago It made me think that how I got to this point the intention I had when I bought that item and the intention I have now are completely different, I thought if I drank a bunch of it right now that my body will be discovered probably after a couple of days since the only person near me has blocked me and the reason they might find out I'm dead is if I was critically needed at work and if my co-workers decided to reach out to family about me, and
I was sitting alone looking at it, carrying a weight so heavy that I could not imagine surviving it. The future I had sacrificed so much for seemed to be collapsing before my eyes. The woman I imagined spending the rest of my life with was gone.
As I sat there drowning in sorrow, I remembered a conversation we had earlier.
I had once told her that she was the most important thing in my life.
I told her that losing her would destroy me.
I told her that I could not imagine life without her.
Her response hurt me at the time.
She said that she should not be the center of my life.
She said that God should be.
I remember feeling frustrated when she said it. After everything I had sacrificed, after everything I had done for our future, it felt as if she did not understand where I was coming from.
But on this night, sitting alone with thoughts of ending my life, her words returned to me.
And for the first time, I understood them.
In desperation, I did something I had not planned to do.
I knelt down and prayed.
Not because I was certain something would happen.
Not because I expected a miracle.
I simply had nowhere else to turn.
I asked God to save my life.
I asked Him to lift the burden crushing my heart.
I asked Him that even if I lost the woman I loved, He would give me the strength to endure the pain, the embarrassment, the disappointment, and the endless "I told you so" that people might say.
Most of all, I asked Him to help me survive losing the person I believed I could not live without.
When I finished praying, nothing dramatic happened.
There was no overwhelming feeling.
No voice.
No sudden happiness.
The pain was still there.
The sadness was still there.
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Its been like 4 months now... im still the same , i did some stupid shits im not proud of ... when we were together we used to have sex and i think thats what made it harder for me to forget him ... and after the breakup i used to avoid him when ever i see him in class for sometimes , but kehone gize behuala mawrat jemeren abren ende group mewal jemeren and 1 thing led to another we started to sleep together again ... rasen mtelabet part is memeles alfelegem belo negrognal betedegagami but im the one eneder milewn teyake manesaw hula bcuz senader i see the person i fell i love with and he makes me feel like he loves me , even when we talk its like we're still together he tells me abt his family , friend every cheger yagatemewn ena yann kerbet eyefeleku nw eneder melew ena i hate my self for doing that .. ik he dont love me beka , he likes the freedom he hv now , going out to clubs, talking to new girls , following new girls on instagram ... i get mad at my self for not hating him eskahun .. i cry ken beken enezan hula werat cuz i miss him , keza class sagegnew senawera mnamn des belogn ewelena bet segeba i cry when i realize beka hes not mine, he is ths type of person i wanted to marry, i got attached to him , his family, his little brother , i already see them as part of my family , the thought of him being with someone else betam yamegnal . I dont want to love him anymore pls meftehe ngerugn raseshen distract argi , gize yfetawal mnamn aynet aydelem mfelegew tell me some other thing that really works pls im losing my self lerase keber eyataw nw i was not like this at all pls i dont want to love him , i dont want to feel anything for him even if i see him with other girl . Tell me sth that really works malkes asteletognal ken ben , i cant even eat keseche maleke nw meftehe ngerugn pls.
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I'm a first time writer. So i am about to write about my love life. When i was 3rd grade i had crushes on multiple guys the when i get it to 5th grade i fall inlove for one guy which was a lot of peoples crush idk if it's real love or i just loved him just because a lot of people loved him. The i forgot him and fall in love with a new comer student for another two years. Idk about this too if it's real love or i just loved him just because a lot of people loved him. But through elementary there were guys who asked me for relationship. And i was a little hurt with both of the guys. But then through highschool i didn't fall in love i just lived my life. Then i got in to uni and i used to think i would find my man in uni and i was looking for a guy my first year. But i realised i may not found in uni. So here started i met this guy. Liked him and started a relationship. But things didn't go well since it was long distance and also he kissed me the first day we met. That disappointed me. The i just let that go and try to make our relationship work. But it couldn't workout and i gave up early he also tried to much but i was done mind u he didn't cheat just we didn't get along it was 2 or 3 months (i don't regrate it). Then after a few months there was a guy that i had crush and he started talking to me and after about 2 or 3 weeks he asked me to be my bf not only ask (መጨቅጠቅ) but i didn't want to start early and get disappointed later. I said no few times(no means give me time to know u).The he said i'll give u time till next month and when we met i goes like relationship but he is tramatized with his friends relationship and scraed of his own he's controlling a lots of red flags. And i stoped that too after 2 or 3 month. Mind u those 3 months were abzagnawn yechekchek. So do i have problem? Why is relationship not lasting for long? I think i'm so scared to get hurt so if i see stg i stop relationship early. So please give me some advice.
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My body and brain refused to respond to this guy I've been dating even if he's such a good guy, and I genuinely liked him. I was so stressed out the whole time and he can read it on my face, I didn't understand why until I wrote pros and cons to decide... And I understand why I'm like this...
1 : his head has a weird shape , like a baseball 🏈, and I imagined having a baby girl w a head like that ... 🥲🤧
2: wayyy too extroverted way too much energy to keep up w my introverted personality
3: way too open ... I just met him and I already know his shii
4: gets attached quickly
5: he snitches & gossip too , I don't think he noticed it but he is already talking about people's businesses...
6: his family, they are not the race and culture I want to be associated with, and they want a grand baby already bc he happened to be the only male who can make their bloodline continue...and I hated the Idea of having a baby .... ( Btw he told me that his parents nagg him a lot about this thing)
7: he does stupid dumb shit I find so lame and cringe on social media 🫠
8: he knows a lot of people and associated with a lot of people I know, or that knows me personally. And this kinda gives him some kind of power over me , I don't want him knowing my business or anything... Related to me Unless I told him myself.... The idea of him knowing things about me bothers me a lot
9: have toxic friends ( Bff's)
10,educational level, I'm respectful but he has a diploma from a random college... Not from university... And my family is all about education, they all are nerds including me , and we value education so much , to the list a bachelor degree is a must .
11: he plays victim , I think this is his way of making people feel sympathy for him so they could care more about him , I felt that for him ... Asap as we started talking I was so careful not to hurt him mnamn bcha I think it's all part of his game...
12: his job is not an ideal job , I don't like what he does for living rn...
13: he gives ደላላ
Vibes, talk wayyy too much
14: way into politics
14: he wants a bigger bulky body like those creepy guys with muscle... At this moment he is so sexy for me but... I imagined him w that bulky body , like a thick ass man ... And I'm skinny asf and I want it that way for the future too ... He'll probably kill me if we ever get married
15: he tends to understand things wrong, like negrochn belela melku metergom ... Last time I told him that I was thinking about him ... He said "you're in love with me" ( twejingalesh ) 🤧 wtfff!
16: he will have a lot of power over me if I give him a chance... This idea alone is scary
17: he doesn't have a good healthy habit. He has some serious health issues in his 20's already, imagine marrying him and ending up a widow or w some old guy who can't function AKA burden 🙄
18: he has an ex , she still calls trying to get back to him ...
19: terrible way of ማስመጥ, God bro is cringe asf wtff 😬, sometimes I Lough...
20: way too romantic, I heard that girls are the ones who romanticize their life, but this guy Is way too romantic... & He Romanticizes things And I'm not like that ... I'm more logical...
But I like that he's
1: hard worker, Hussle a lot
2: he understands girls pain , natural pain and struggles .
3: he cares about his family, and people around him
4: tall , have thick beard and perfect teeth 🤗
5: he's actually a good man , one that can treat a girl like a princess or a queen 👑, a real keeper
6: he's strong, and I bet he has a good one🥵, and good at it too 🫣
7: he respects boundaries, and kinda funny too ... And the way he looks at me , idk ... That's so sexy... I just wanted to kiss him ... But nahhh .... 😂
But yeah... I'm probably going to end this...I can't see a future with him 😞,
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While we were a fresh man in uni I had a bestie ( የኔ ፍቅር ) i said had bcz she is abroad now enji she still my #1
Bcha we were in different campus and she met other friends ( enen baytekum😁) the they started over mewtat mnamn and bcha one day she was out drinking wz her friends and got drunk and called her bf of that time and yeah took her to his house and they had sex. He kinda knew her stance on no actual sex before marriage mnamn bcha after that it took her a very long time to be her self again she was depressed yelele, gained 10+ kg due to that, was sucidal and attempted suicide due to the virginity thing and after that am scarred for life, she was sucidal not only bcz she lost it in an unfavorable way but also even tho she might be a girl of the party she grew up thinking if a girl lost her V she is basically valueless type of none senses and yeah she is rly smart and outside of the box mtasb sew but she couldn't deal wz it gn thanks to God she is fine now🥰
Like i said that thing had scarred the hell out of me, i might want to do every sexual thing gn absolutely no when it comes to penetrative sex owwww hell nawwww. Ena ewnet when i read vents of girls having Sex with their bf mnamn honestly it's beyond my mind like how, how, how malet endet new mn slehone new le and wend V msetew bye new masbew
Am not saying am having sex for the sake of a guy in fact we can be equally driven mnann gn if u have noticed it's they guy that persuades the girl to sleep wz him mnamn ena like who are u ewnet 🙄
Girls pls don't ካልፈለጋችሁ am not saying eyefelegachu atargu gn if that's stg that u don't want then don't beka. Idk why but or maybe i might know bcha gn i like the power of not having sex gives me, i can easily or relativel easily walk away from a troubled guy but no matter how much of a feminist I'm and i wish for a world in which a woman isn't measured by her piece of tissue that's not the reality and erase ley makbed alfelgm hyweten so i refuse to do that and i honestly want to beg younger girls not to do it like plsssss if u r 1000% sure u r doing it for ur self and urself alone endeza kehone tsede new😁
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እንደ በረዶ የነጹ እጆቿን በኃጢአተኛና በአመንዝራ እጆቹ ይዳስሳታል። ኅይወቴን በሙሉ አንቺን በሃሳብ ስዳስስ ነው የኖርኹት። ሽታሽ ዕለት ዕለት ከማለዳ ዕንቅልፌ ይጠራኛል ። አንቺ የንጋት ብርሃኔ ነሽ። በማለዳ ውስጥ ሰርቀሽ የምትመጪ ጮራዬ፣ በሌሊት የምትዘምሪ ወፌ ፣ ከእርጥብ ዛፍ ስር የምትወጪ ሽታዬ ነሽ። አይጦች በጥድፊያ እንደሚራወጡ ፤ ነፍሴ ወዳ'ንቺ ለመምጣት ትራወጣለች። በማለዳ ቆመሽ እንደምትጠብቂኝ አውቃለሁ። ውዴ ከእስራት ላወጣሽ ከእስር ቤቱ ጋር እንደታገልኩ ታውቂያለሽ? ብርሃን ሊበራ በደጅ ነው ። በሌሊት ከሚጮኸው የወፍጮ ድምጽ እሰውርሻለሁ፣ ከሌሊት ብርድ እጠብቅሻለሁ። ከንጋት ወፎች ጋር አብረን እንዘምራለን ፣ ከጠዋት ☀️ ጋር ተወርውረን እንነጋለን። በጨረሩ ውስጥ እንበርራለን። በርግቦቹ ክንፍ ላይ ተቀምጠን ፍቅራችንን እንሰራለን። ውዴ ጠረንሽ ተራራውን ሁሉ ያጠግበዋል። በሸለቆ ውስጥ ከሚፈስሱት ወንዞች ጋር መዓዛሽ ይፈስሳል። ጠረንሽ ለአትክልቶቹ መለያቸው ነው።
አበቦች የሚቀልሙበት ቀለማቸው ነሽ። ሲነጋ ከዚያ.... እጅ አስጥልሻለሁ። የልቤ ምሰሶው አንቺ ነሽ የእግሮቼ ብርታት አንቺ ነሽ። የንጋት ተስፋዬ አንቺ ነሽ። እነሆ በደጅ ነኝ። ብርሃናችን ቀርቧል። በኀጢአት እጁ እንዳይነካሽ፣ በአመንዝራ ከንፈሩ እንዳይስምሽ ። እንቡጥ ጽጌረዳ ከናፍርት ይዤልሽ መጥቻለሁ ። እነሆ በደጅ ነኝ፣ ሲነጋ እንገናኛለን። ድምጽሽ ከተራሮች ጀርባ እንደሚመጣ የተሰረቀ ድምጽ ሹክ ይለኛል። ርግቤ ድምጽሽን የምሰማበት ቀን ሩቅ አይደለም።
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Selam semonun aynene kegn iyamemegn nw besu bekul eras mtat alew gnbare lay wede afncaye bekul yale ye ayne kfl ykelal kelelaw antsar tayche neber dry eye nw alugn ena artificial tear azolgnn yhe wer honew aleke bottlu gn smetu kensuwal gn ahunm ale migraine(kebad eras mtta)yzogn nbr yane nw yejemeregn Le ayn dtket mfhthe mtawkut kale home madem bihon plsss
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I am 21 M and i am currently thinking to live single my whole life i am giving up in the idea of "love" at all bcz there is none and the other reasons are like i want pure virgin girl and i want to be her first everything(i was also preserving that for her ) that i marry at this time this is rare and i am also wierd idk i don't like too much chasing material things i just want peacfull enough life with God and book not chasing materialic things i don't think any girl that matches me so i feel like giving up any one like me
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Yo my friends men and femaled who are struggling to stop porn finally after 3 years struggle i found the way guys these are what helped me
https://youtu.be/G5ZYV-IMIUU?si=xJb6oTsc0XySlY-
Read the easy peasy book that's all i can say friends stay strong may God help you
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Hey everyone. I’m 20 F. Im here to vent about something that has been bothering for a long time now. Why is it so hard to find someone that you can genuinely vibe with these days someone that’s different, caring and Someone with that one weird little niche that makes you fall in love with who they are as a person. And I’m talking about everything friends, relationships, situationships, whatever. Just someone who’s genuinely grateful to have you in their life the same way you’re grateful to have them. I’ve never really had a true friend and sometimes that makes me wonder if the problem is me. Am I asking for too much? Am I too avoidant? Are my standards too high? Or am I just looking for something that most people aren’t looking for anymore? I still don’t have an answer. What makes it harder is that I’m not even asking for perfection. I don’t need someone who texts me every second of the day or agrees with everything I say. I just want something real. Someone I can talk to for hours without forcing the conversation. Someone who makes me feel understood instead of tolerated. Someone whose presence feels comforting, not confusing. Sometimes I look around and it feels like everyone already found their people. Their best friend. Their group. Meanwhile, I feel like I’m constantly meeting people. They come into my life, leave, and I’m left wondering what happened or what I did wrong. Maybe that’s rare. Maybe that’s why it’s taking so long.
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I am 24 f so I am in a situationship so I met him a year ago we have common friend so I went there and I saw him he is kind of my type like handsome tall and he is kind of cool i dont know how to say it gin the way he talk it was kind of different so that day I kinda fall for him ☺️ so wede bet shegnegn then we start talking beselam gebak bemil sebeb but after that when we talk at first he was flirting with me kza he told me I am a good girl and he doesn’t want to hurt me Ena he said currently relationship endmayfelg and he want to focus on him self then tetalaln gin ene i dont know why elk yazegn and we start talking again but this time as a friend so after some time i guess we build trust then we start talking deep shit like everything Ena betam close honen and the physical thing started we had sex so I thought through time miwedegn menamin gin nah cherash so this thing continue for one year ketele Ena ene like I cared about him betam like I did everything to support him u know I don’t want to mention ena bka we seems couples lemiyayen sew bzw we are comfortable around each other like walking naked around him and kissing on morning breath like a lovers kza bka I thought now feeling yenorewal biye I texted him like he knows eko gin like I never confess so I told him I like him menamin kza he ghosted me like for three days when I texted him he said abrogn mehon endemaychl bcoz he has a lot of responsibility ebetu west thats true bzw Ena he said feeling yelegnm Ena thats hurt me betam gin still I love him altekeymkutm hula what shall I do min temekrugnalachu almost a year bzi huneta I need help
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Guys, I need your advice. I earn 46,000 birr monthly, and I have been earning this for a year, but currently, I don't have any savings in my bank. What should I do to save some money? My greatest expense is 12,000 birr for house rent.
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i need to vent am 28 female ተቀጥሬ መስራት ከጀመርኩ አራት አመት ሊሆነኝ ነዉ ባንክ ዉስጥ ነዉ የምሰራዉ። እስካሁን ግን ህይወቴ ላይ ለዉጥ የለም በግሌ ስራ ለመጀመር ሞክሬ አልተሳካልኝም የባሰ እዳ ዉስጥ ከተተኝ አሁን እዳ እየከፈልኩ ከወር ወር መድረስ ከብዶኛል ቤተሰቤን መርዳት ባለብኝ ልክ እየረዳሁ አይደለም አይናቸዉንም ማየት ይከብደኛል አንድ አንድ ግዜ ምን አልባት እዳ ዉስጥ ባልገባ እንዲ አይሰማኝም እላለሁ።
ታምናላችሁ ወደ ስራ መሄጂያ የታክሲ ብር እስካጣ እቸገራለሁ ከምታስቡት በላይ ሞክሬያለሁ አዳዲስ skillኦችን ለመማር እሞክራለሁ እቃ ከብዛትነጋዴ ወስጄ ለመሸጥ እሞክራለሁ ልጆች አስጠናለሁ በቃ በጣም እየጣርኩም እየጋርኩም ነዉ ለዉጥ ግን ወፍ። ከቀን ወደቀን እየባሰብኝ ነዉ እንደዉ በእናታችሁ የሆነቀን አስፓልት ላይ ራቁቴን መሄድ እንዳልጀምር ምን ላድርግ
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Hey everyone I'm a guy in my mid 20s and I was dating this girl whose a couple years younger than me. Things was going pretty good between us, but then I find out she still talks to all of her exes. She's actually really close friends with one of them too. She always has a reason for it and tries to explain why they still keep in touch, but honestly I see that as a pretty big red flag. Am I overthinking this or is it a valid concern? Ladies, I'd like to hear your perspective on it. Thanks.
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