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በዚህ ነገር ሊወራበት አይገባም ??
እኛ ይሄ ትውልዶች ቤተሰቦቻችኝ በደንብ እየቀጡ በስነምግባር አሳድገውናል ብዙዎቻችን ከምንም በላይ ባህል እና ወግን እንድናቅ ፣ ነውርን እንድንፈራ ፣ ትልቅ ሰው ማክበር እንዳለብን ከምንም በላይ ደሞ እግዚአብሔርን ወይም አላህን እንድንፈራ አድርገው በስነምግባር ቆንጥጠው አሰደገውናል።... ነገር ግን ከሆነ ጊዜ ቡሃላ ይህ ነገር ቀስ በቀስ እየወጣ ነው ጋጠወጥነት እና ስድብ ሚያስደስተን ፣ ትልቅ ሰውን አለማክበር አዋቂ ሚያስብል እየመሰልን ፣ እንደ አስተዳጋችኝ እና ባህልና ወጋችን መሆን ወደኋላ መቅረት እየመሰን መቷል (ይሄን እያልኩበት ያለውበት ምክንያት ትረዳላቹ ብዬ አስባለሁ) እና ይሄ መዘመን ወይም መሰልጠን ነው?? እውነትስ እኛ ነገ እግብተን ወለደን እኛን እንዳሰደገ ማህበር እንሆናለን?? ይቅርታ አርጉልኝ እና ከዚህስ አለመሰልጠኑ ይሻላል
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5 yrs ago, knowing you changed me,and losing you is something I still regret.
You made me more human, more respectful, more confident, and more mature.
You taught me how to love and gave meaning to things I never understood before.
You filled spaces in my life I thought would always stay empty.
Since you no one has felt the same.
If life doesn’t give us a way to reconcile, then I can only hope our memories find a way to bring us back together.
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When you understand that you will never be good enough. To be a mother, a wife, a lover, a good sister a good daughter. When you know that you are a notch down from ever qualifying as anything ... it really sucks
Worst part is you cannot trick your mind, you cannot not list reason, play victimhood.... that really sucks
Even worst part that you have to pretend. That you are oaky, that nothing is bothering you, you just sit, chill, shut your fucking mouth and smile. Nobody needs to know your thunderstorms and hurricanes are drowning you.
Try to love when every beat of your heart is telling you, you are worthless, just accept it for once. You don't really matter. You are nothing,
Make peace with this
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Hey guys, I’m a 20 female. It’s been one month since I broke up with my ex. He was the one who ended the relationship. I hate the way I’m feeling right now. I’m dealing with a lot of issues I have anger issues, I’m very sensitive, and there are many things I want to change about myself. I’ve been thinking about therapy, but I also wonder, for religious people, does neseha really change you as a person, or does it only bring you closer to God? I need advice on how to move on from my ex and how to improve myself.
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I(21F) have been in an FWB relationship and it is really going amazing. We experiment a lot and love experiencing stuff together. So thing is lately i have been really into getting another women involved and spicing things up. What do you think ladies who have already tried it? Honestly i really wanna try it but also im scared what if they show all the attention to each other and not me. So do you think it will lead to jealousy or was it fun?
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I hate our society. There's a huge problem with our society, it's so fucking strict that it pains me sometimes. There's a given way to act around ppl, like a guy needs to act all nonchalant and rude and shit and a girl should act like.....idk hard to get or whatever, but if someone doesn't act the way they want them to act, oooohhhh he's so weird, fuck you all and fuck ur system, they wouldn't care if ur really nice to them, they just call you a creep.
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Why?
What did i do to you? To deserve this?
It's alot to takein... I am trying but... It cuts me deeper and deeper ametatoch bechemeru kutr..
Pray for me my sisters & brothers🙏
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I’m not joking when I say I’ve got enough on my plate... Most of the time I wonder if it’s the right time for dating, fr. I have so much to deal with, so many things to fix and achieve, and here I am tired, without a spark, fighting just to survive, and suddenly wanting someone. Just one human being who can see me as I am and be there for me, as much as anyone ever has in my entire life. Someone who knows I’ll be a blessing in their life just because they let me in.
But after all, it’s just me by myself, as always. That’s the reality. Maybe it’s not the right time. Maybe this is my path to complete things on my own, my own homework to do, even when I’m tired of how much it is. That’s what I mean when I say I feel like I’m in the wrong place not that I’m lost or anything, but like finding something precious in the wrong place, wasting my potential while knowing it, still denying what’s within me.
Whatever, maybe it’s all just a momentary overwhelm it’ll pass tomorrow or it’s just one of those silent battles of early twenties. Because I won’t lie, being in my twenties makes me face some of the hardest realities while living under the pressure of uncertainty about the future.
What matters is that at least I’m trying to heal from yesterday’s scars as a grown up learning to take responsibility for my actions instead of blaming others for them.
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A 23-year-old man letting it all out...
Hey so I’ve been looking at this generation lately with a lot of concern. It feels like the blueprint for what it means to be a real man or a graceful woman has been lost
It’s visible everywhere: the normalization of vices the drinking, the drugs, and the constant need for validation through partying and immodesty. For many women the idea of being godly, graceful, and intelligent has become a rarity. Respecting the body as a temple and keeping a sense of purity is being replaced by the desperate search for likes on a screen.
As for men there has been a massive decline. The 'Beast' mindset of our ancestors men who were strong, disciplined, and beasts in physique has been traded for a cheap flex of how many girls they can pull or how hard they can party. They act more like addicts than gentlemen.
I’m not bragging but I get the texts and I see the options but when so many are chasing the same empty 'cool' it all looks the same to me. There’s no substance.
My advice to anyone reading this? Try to be godly. Think about your future. The things you think are fun today will cost you your sanity and your potential tomorrow. Build your body, build your career, and more than anything respect yourself enough to be closer to God. The 'perfect match' might be rare but I’d rather wait for quality than settle for the noise. Don't just exist try to be better
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25M Sometimes I catch myself thinking about how different relationships can be.
I’ve spent a lot of time wanting something real, something deep… but not every connection has to carry that kind of weight. And lately, I’ve been curious about something simpler. Something honest, but without all the pressure of labels or expectations. Like FWB
Not because I don’t value real relationships I do. But because I’ve realized not every chapter has to be that serious. Sometimes it’s just about two people understanding each other, enjoying the moment, and being clear about what it is.
I won’t lie, part of me is still figuring things out. Past experiences can stay in your mind longer than you expect, and they change how you see things. Maybe that’s why this idea feels… different, but also kind of right in its own way.
At the end of the day, I think it comes down to honesty. Knowing what you want, saying it without overcomplicating things, and finding someone who’s on the same page for FWB And if someone out there reads this and understands that kind of mindset… maybe we’d get along better than expected.
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Sewoch erdune eski ane 23 m nen ana kealet alet betam setaset ayehonkune new mn larg please amakrune betam wendnete yastelanal
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I don’t know how it keeps happening, but my love life has turned into a free therapy service.
I go in thinking it’s just vibes, next minute it’s 2AM and I’m hearing about her dad, her ex, her whole backstory. I’m not even a boyfriend anymore, I’m on unpaid emotional duty.
Every time it’s the same. She’s nice, we’re vibing… then boom, “I’ve got trust issues.” And I’m just there like rah, so I’m the repair shop now?
I can’t lie, I try as well. I listen, I’m patient, I do all the right things. But somehow I end up dealing with problems that have nothing to do with me. Man’s competing with memories, how does that even work?
At this point I’m tired. Not of relationships, just of fixing things I didn’t break.
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Hey guys
So the thing is it's about my best friend
we grew up and went to the same school, back then his family moved somewhere else and eventually he got a scholarship and went abroad.
We've kept in touch since he left and I know I'm his only friend he regularly talks to from back home. What makes our friendship different is that our parents also know each other not super close but he's knows my sisters so do I.
That's why it hasn't been hard for us to be close plus we share the same religion and other common things.
For the past few years our friendship was just normal. We'd talk on the phone for long hours then disappear for weeks and then talk again just pure friendship
But in these past few months we've started video calling mnamn. He's so sweet the way he listens and talks to me everything he does towards me is amazing.
But I guess we couldn't just be more than frnds because there are these family ties and everything and I think he wants to keep things respectful.
The problem is my family and some of my close friends know him. When I talk to him a lot, and when he introduces me to his guy friends over video calls and stuff they're just so sure that there's something romantic between us. To be honest I wish there were but our conversations so far have only been about friendships and other casual stuff.
One day he asked me about my relationship ena I told him mine was kind of on and off but had finally ended.He also told me about his ex girlfriend who I guess they broke up due to some differences
Recently we had a video call where his frnds were also there and they were kind of teasing him"shmagle kalak enga enlak" mnamn eyalu
Afterwards I can't rly stop thinking about us being together but I have no idea what he thinks about me. I wish he's scared but has some feelings in his heart. All I know about him is the respect he has for me the way he's there to talk to me every time, telling me little details about his job and other stuff and introducing me to most of his friends that's all.
My parents would be super happy if I got him and so would his older sister who used to love me. He's become the type of guy every girl wishes for So genuine and hardworking
So guys what should I do? I know the distance thing wouldn't be an issue because he used to say once u graduate u'd come here to continue ur classes if u want to mnamn plus I still have some time to graduate so probably that would be enough for him to be stable and even more set up
What do you think? Do u guys sometimes feel something about someone and stay silent fertachu mnamn? And in our case, maybe because our families know each other somehow? What should I do? I really want him he could really be a potential husband but he's not giving me any signs except being always there to talk and just talking or should I just leave it?
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24yo M
I'm a new graduate last year from college and don't have a job yet
So I wanted advice on a situation about a girl which I knew since 9th grade. We initially didn't know eachother but got close in highschool. The thing is the chemistry we had online is unmatched like we pour our hearts out to eachother like there was no tomorrow but we never really acted on it in person. I pretty much fell head over heels for her and I thought she was in the same boat as me but then due to doubt and fear noone did anything and we both went to college with the sad idea" what could have been" we would chat few times per year like on holidays and our birthdays but nothing more.....but I still had feelings for her....so she was taking a 3 years course and graduated earlier than me and she started work and you know got into the whole life thing....I've tried to be in relationships in college but as soon as I compare the others girls to her, it just didn't feel even close so I didn't get into much serous things.....finally I graduated last year and we started texting again....I don't know why I feel so weak when im talking to her maybe its the love so I manned up and decided to ask her out. We finally met in person and it went really great, we really had a good time, we talked about many things and she said that she is open for marriage and if the right guy comes through she would definitely do it...that's when it hit me....I know for a fact that I can't provide the type of things she want: God knows im not ready for marriage ( im a mess like I don't have a job, I have no money and my career surely takes some time before I even start to make any real money, and I think I haven't grown enough as a person to commit to those things...im trying to work on my physique, my self image and stuff). So I think we have a real connection but I dont think we can ever be together because what she wants, i cant give for the next maybe 4 or 5 years and you know how the age thing goes with girls and marriage. So because of that even when we talk I try to remain neutral and try not to make things romantic because I feel that would hurt both of us especially me knowing I can't have her.....we have been meeting the past few months but we're slowly getting into the friends zone if I keep Going like this. What I need is an advice especially from girls I mean would you be willing to give up that type of life plans to chase the type of love you see in movies? Should I just tell her how i really feel even knowing that this could break me beyond repair if I lose her....is it fair for me to ask her to sacrifice her age and time to wait for me to get to a certain level of comfort where I can provide(this might not even happen)....I just be thinking about this things all day of can't even sleep normally. so please lay some words of wisdom. Sorry for the long vent and thanks.👋
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How do I love myself? I always prioritize other people. I give them everything. I care for them without thinking about myself. It seems like I am not even on my priority list 😭. How do I fix this?
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I’ve been dealing with a strange physical sensation when I lie in bed for a long time. It feels like touch or crawling, even though I know nothing is there. It’s been happening for years and affects my sleep. Has anyone experienced something similar or knows what it could be?
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I'm a girl mid twenties and the thing is I’m honestly just terrified that I’m going to end up alone. It feels like every time I try to put myself out there, it’s just another mess. I meet people in all these different ways, and sure, they’re interested at first, but the second I look below the surface, there's always smt.
It’s either someone just looking for something casual, or someone who is still completely hung up on their ex. And then there are the ones who just don’t meet my basic standards. I don't need luxury I just want someone educated, stable, loving and caring person. Someone who is actually emotionally available and knows how to communicate like an adult but it seems impossible to find that person, basically I have kinda busy schedule but still I'm too concerned about this issue so I try to do smt about it like trying to talk with people and navigating them and those people I met are either from my work environment or class and sometimes from social media but it seems like it's not happening in the way I wanted it to be.
I want to just give it all to God to trust the timing and find some peace but at the same time, I can't stop my mind from trying to figure it out. I’m stuck between trying to have faith and feeling like I need to keep searching and fixing my situation so I don't get left behind. I’m just tired of the process I just want to have someone I can trust, love, and build a life together.
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I need your opinion on this please help a brother out I'm A 31years old man and i have good paying stable job.
A couple of months ago i come across this teenage girl she's 17 and we started talking and now she's my girl and i wanna marry her and build a family with her cause she's a virgin and I've always wanted to marry a virgin girl.
The problem is the age difference imagine I'm almost twice her age😃
So i didn't fully commit to her i wanted to but i keep thinking what if its not going to work. And know she thinks i don't love her the way she loves me i do love her tho she's cute😍
So if there is any man in here who married a teenager or a girl who get married to a guy much older than her i want your opinion should i go fully in or let her go she loves me so much and i don't wanna hurt her
Any comment is much appreciated
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I'm 28 years old man. I'm your average guy with a normal life. My issue is I'm sexually a sadist. I want to be worshipped by my lady and want to punish and boss her. I had no luck finding someone submissive to make mine and living here in a country with conservative culture didn't help much. I have tried sites like fetlife with no luck and I'm frustrated. I have tried to change and have a vanilla relationship but I couldn't get interested. Is it a curse to be only in to BDSM and not to have a normal relationship? Looking for honest and respectful opinions on how to deal with my issue.
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Hey guys i'm 27, female, it's been 3 years since i graduated, i don't a job I'm so tired i don't have any skill i don't have experience im exhausted idk what I'm going to with my life
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Hello every one this is your sister please help me out !!!! Pleaseee it’s needed
Ok so I meet this guy during meeting he have his own work I think he is at the end of his 30s, he lives alone I do to by the way am 29 V eskahun and I never was also engaged with a man, so we meet we talked and yone geze bedeneb mawerat megenagnet ena ke seferek aberen enotalen ande kene be silly neger tetalan ena history yaweranewn atefa enem zem alkut ( I don’t like nagging people ) kehone geze bewala. Text aregelegn ena agegnewet. Mind you yan Ken betu aberew hedku ena s keresh make out teftere guys it’s my first and I don’t know what to do I dont know what he wants menamen what I know is if his serious I wanted to be serious 🧐 help me out even is it normal like he make me touch his..,,, but I don’t even know what to do God hahahahah this is embarrassing but unlike me alakabedkum new melachu
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Hi i am 26 f and i have a boyfriend actualy beteseb le beteseb tewawkenal ena be fkr 3 years and 5 m abren koytenal yetewaweknew social media lay new esu wchi new minorew kemeta behual 1 amet becha new be akal yetegenagnenew ahun temelso hedual beteseb enkuan tewawko engage alaregnm ke mehedu befit gen eza kehede behuala bahriw yikeyayeral and semon betam dena yihonna melso tru mood lay aydelwhum gize schign blo le 1 wer wey 2 wer koyto endegena mnm endaltefetere melso yaweragnal enem mnm allewm beselam aweran sl endegena yehone gize demo sdewlm ayanesam textenm aymelsm chrash check ayaregewm ahunm gize schign yilal beteseb hulu yegnan megabat yitebkal ene gen ergtegna mehon alchalkum mn endemiyasm mawek alchalkum mn larg
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Hi. You can call me Alvin. I need everyone’s opinion. I am a 28 year old guy, live in Addis, and I am looking to meet some women. I don’t know where to begin. I spent the last 3 years fixated on my career and money that I neglected that part of my life. I am not an awkward nerd, I have done well with ladies. But I don’t want to go down the route of dating sites. I just need some recommendations for how to meet intelligent women my age or closer to my age that I can mingle with. I have no issues talking to ladies, I just need to meet ones that are high quality. I am ready for something serious. So if you guys have any places or gatherings or some sort of events you can recommend. (I obviously expect comments talm’bout tell me if you find out lol)
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My Hayat, I was happy to see you today. It has been months since I last saw you and more than a year since we broke up. You were more beautiful, like a princess or, I don't know, a queen. I wish I had hugged you tightly and smelled you enough when we were together. Today, I was so excited to do it. You were so beautiful, especially your eyes. I wanted to tell you how beautiful and gorgeous you were.
I wish I could tell you this face to face, but I know you would cut me from your life if I mentioned anything about our relationship. I prefer to stay silent and at least act like we're friends.
As I told you, I will wait for you always, you need only one phone call.
I love you, habibti.
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Its amazing when you realize that the person you once thought was essential to your survival has become a distant memory, and you are thriving without them.
We've actually came a long way be proud of yourself yall🙌
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I'm 29. Successful. Good job, and good head on my shoulders. My whole adult life, my sexual and romantic relationships were… normal. Healthy. Mutual. You know, the usual: attraction, dates, foreplay, penetrative sex, cuddle, repeat. I was satisfied. Never had complaints. Never felt like anything was missing.
Then I started dating this girl. Much younger than me. At first I thought it was just a fun, casual thing. But then she told me what she actually wanted. Not the usual. She wanted a sub-dom dynamic. She wanted me to tie her up. Spank her. Make her beg for an orgasm. And here's the thing, she didn't even like regular penetrative sex. That was barely on the table.
And I went along with it. Because she asked. Because it was new. Because part of me liked the control, the rawness, the intensity.
We broke up eventually. Life moved on. Except my brain didn't.
Now the "usual" stuff? Does nothing for me. I mean, physically it works, but mentally? I'm somewhere else. I'm thinking about rope. About her voice begging. About that specific power exchange. Regular sex feels like a handshake when I'm used to a fight.
It fucked up my mind. That's the only way to say it. She reprogrammed something without asking permission, and now I'm stuck here, 29 years old, successful in every other part of my life, and I can't even enjoy normal intimacy anymore because my brain is fixed on that one specific kind of play.
And the worst part? I didn't even choose this.
Is there anyone who shares the same experience?
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I'm in an FWB relationship and she is really amazing we like exploring stuff about what eachother likes and we are open about most things. Lately we have been talking about inviting another girl in the mix, a bi girl that is more les leaning if possible.
Is it possible to find a girl like that in ethiopia? And also people who have done a group thing how did it feel both from the man and womans side?
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So I'm new here I lowkey don't know how this works and I'm a bit skeptical even writing this
So I'm 19F , freash man in college and here is the thing that is bothering me the most highschool has damaged me so much like mentally i cant function like real ppl do i lost my spark and my passion for life there was even times where i couldnt see my self pass 15 but here i am , so in hs i kinda was the silly , stupid girl whos loved and secretly hated by some ppl I can't even tell if the friends I had were really my friends at this point anyways that a story for another time now the thing that's bothering me is collage i cant even focuse on my life here I can't seem to move on and start and new life because I'm experiencing the same thing as I did when I was in highschool the only diffrent thing is , I know this ppl for like a months now and they are already giving me troubles and hard time making me hate going there and even just making me neglecte my studies and everything , there are just like narcissists disguised like a sweet angelic girls don't get me wrong I'm in fault for this because it was me who allowed them to be this much comfortable around me to the point I'm getting disrespected and I honestly hate HATE being disrespected like I was just only trying to be kind to u and u are taking advantage of it , it's so sick to think about it like how else am I supposed to be rude ,mean , like that one girl who gives u ugly looks when u pass by Noo I can't be that person but I also don't want to be disrespected like that, u guys won't believe some of the things that happened that I just brushed it off I bet most of yall would lose ur minds anyways I'm just tired of it my life is miserable as it is and now I have to deal with this kinda stuff too ughhh I don't know I sometimes just hate myself so much
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