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Everything is changed now
I love and crave to have my sisters rn
I love spending time in the house now
I dont mind doing all the chores my sister asks me to do now
I have a niece now
I can play with my niece all day everyday and still wont get bored now
I miss my dad just as I missed him while he was right beside me now
I feel numb about every other thing now
My dad and my siblings are my everything now
I dont think about him often now
I dont cry often now
I can carry burdens thousand times than before now
I dont listen to hiphop songs now
I dont talk with peoples that much now
I'm always in my head now
I dont have decent friend now
I missed my best friend more than ever now
People think I have bad personality now
People dont attempt to do quarter of the things I do for them When I am at my lowest still now
People wont fight for me still now
I have not given up on him now
I remember him with everything I do still now
He fucks with my mind more than ever now
I dont have patience now
I am always stressed now
I am so insecure more than ever now
I am living with people I dont like now
(I think I have patience now)
I pity myself now
My mind is trapped in the past now
I experience sleep paralysis now and realized its the worst feeling now
I skip the songs he sent me when I listen to songs now
I think about people on street when I pray that it rains now
I pray before I eat now
I dont talk with lele often now
I missed her more than ever now
I crave to have a talk with her now
I always think about how my life would be like if she was me now
I pray to get better now
I thank God for things that I have now
I think about how our bond will get stronger than ever if we didnt part ways now
I haven't accept things that happened to me still now
I have been ignoring all the bad things that happened to me still now
I pray now
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Why do we deserve to be happy? It's one of the most common words I hear from motivational speakers. Every time I try to listen to those or try to feel better about my shitty self, all they say is 'you deserve to be happy'. But why should we accept this as a fact. Is it written in the bible? Does God want us to pursue our dreams, love ourselves, be confident, be the best version of ourselves? If anything we should feel miserable because of our sins, right? At least that is what I do. How can we be happy if we do even the smallest of sins. Only purely good people should be happy, right? Or did I misunderstand orthodox religion?
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I'm feeling repulsed by my family members, tbh I have not been a good boy ( trust me I have tried to be... was one of those kids who sat in the front and stuff) ofc that wasn't enough... always got criticized for my "terrible future" and how I am always not good enough... agul asian parent bs... all for their ego so they can brag to their friends. So, let's get on to my mistakes well, the last conflicts were due to me smoking green and my hustles ( legal ofc) but you know my family thinks they're too bourgeois for me and worry what others would say about them... my dad actually punched me over that last week.... for fing working. And yeah I also think they took me dropping out of uni too seriously ( engineering lmao... sorry for students but I never had interest in that) I am currently studying two degrees ffs but you know no glitter nd sht so yeah guess it doesn't matter, I mean no partying no girls no other stuff... but ofc a bit of mistakes and not t neeting their exaggerated expectations isn't enough.. I don't deserve to get glared and insulted over nothing I think I should just grind and move out away from all this
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Hello, I am 26 F.
Not long ago I got a job as a tutor. Teaching kids is very difficult but I have always been good with kids. I got an opportunity to teach two siblings. I felt great at first as the kids where grasping everything I told them. But as time went on I saw that the boy(8 years old) is not disciplined. He would find every reason and complain as to why I came. And when I teach him maybe I am old fashioned but he would jump up and down Or he would ask personal questions and demand I answer them or he will not listen to me. I did what would make him happy as long as he answers the questions, I allow him to be free. But when he misbehaves I scold him then I feel bad because he is a child. Yesterday he called me with his mom's phone and demanded I come as he has a competition and I went but when I reached there he asked that I tutor his sister and not him. I was shocked but I just tutored his sis and left. Then today when I go to tutor him he got mad and frustrated and asked that I change my schedule. And I told him this has been our schedule for more than 4 months. But he was super upset and I knew he was not going to listen to me as he was on the floor and on the verge of crying. Then I told him I will come on Monday and left. I know he is a kid but he really tests my patience. And I even feel bad when I complain about him cause he is a kid. Am i suppose to not say anything because he is a kid? I just want what you guys think about this whole thing. Thank you!
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So i moved out yesterday , and it was a tough day , the day i was told leave my house was at may 30, but i moved at on june 3 and it was painfull , leaving my younger sibling behind was so painful , and was also painful for my sisters and mom , when i got to my place i cried so so so much . I texted my sibling to see how things are going and when my dad found out i had finally moved out , he refused to eat dinner and was crying so much , my mom and dad had a fight too, cause he is the one that gave me a due date , he was the one that kept telling me i had 2 weeks left though my sisters.he was threatening to kick me out everytime the day was closing . And now that i have moved out he cries, i dont get it , its messing with my head.he kept saying " oh she moved in with her bf" which i didn't btw . And he is fighting with my mom and my mom wants to move out too.
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Because i can not send this to him and talk about it with anyone. I knew you were lying when you say you will keep in touch. It hurts both way; to lie about it and to actually not keep in touch! So It was better if you could just say the truth. I'm not surprised anyway.
I've know you for three weeks but my feeling is beyond love. You might take me as a slut to sleep with you within this short period but believe it or not my body count just turned 2.
I don't want you to feel as you took advantage of me or you just tricked me (hope you're not fool) because i didn't do it for you! I did everything for my self! because you're miraculously handsome, Graceful and intense to the extent i couldn't resist.
I craved you for days and got a sip of you! even though both bedroom times were not pleasurable as i imagined it.
I would love it if our thing could go somewhere but that doesn't mean i will press you, you shouldn't have to act distance, avoid eye contact and everything.
I felt like i'm having heart attack when you say bye. I acted cold but deep down i felt like crying.
You are way older than me with a lot of histories but i didn't care maybe you think i also wanted you for the time being because i was cold and never initiate a chat, that's not true at all! i'm really obsessed with you!
I regret nothing and i would still do what we did despite how you will act later.
You will always be an example of a guy i want and i will never get you out of my mind.
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I am sitting next to an open window, it’s cloudy, a little bit cold, it just rained, reminds me of Autumn. I’m thinking about how beautiful the world looks, my friends who’ve moved on, someone I am still in love with, the cars going by on the street, my cat in the garden, how dark it’s getting, the smell of fresh air and the damp grass. I don’t know, life is different now, but it will get better. I’m going to sit here next to this open window for a little more time. <3 Life is amazing.
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I cant see a way out of this one, I just cant keep fighting.
I am completely ruined. I am severely mentally ill, not I think I am its im diagnosed with multiple different disorders. My life has turned to shit, I fought my mind and my environment for years, then when I couldn’t fight anymore I ran because that was the only thing I could do. But now I cant run anymore my legs have given, ive been getting beat down for years but now it is to a point where I cant take it. I am also addicted to drugs and have no support that isnt some therapist. I live in a abusive house and I am just worn down. Not even to mention school, which at this rate I probably won’t get to the next grade just because I cant do any action. Everything I do is miserable, I have no escape, no joy and now nothing to lose. Im socially isolated completely,( because of my various mental illnesses). There isnt a day where I wake up and look forward to something, everything is a threat and causes unbelievable distress. Its not like I can just take a break, you can slow down for life but life will move just as quick. In my past ive hit rock bottom many times but this time I have no plan, nothing. I just dont know what to do man, its like people just live everyday with relative ease but for me the everyday part of life is impossible. For the people that are gonna say get professional help I have, I have been through every kind of treatment imaginable and I just seem to come out worse. I just cant see a way out man
Any advice would be appreciated beyond belief, if you have anything that could help weather it be personal experiences or just random shots in the dark advice; would be appreciated more than you can imagine. Sorry for the
rant.
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21 m lately i I've been reading ladies vent about being fat and not being able to attract men, rather see their friends being asked out for a date or hooking up and stuff...and why men don't try to get to know us , why do they always go to the skinny and smaller girls mnamn
And am not here to tell you to say don't change yourself for others mnamn
Rather am here to ask you , how does it feel to be men for a change ?
I am a dude with a good physique and i have only dated sexy ass girls even tho am still young and shit and i have been criticized by girls cuz i was skinny before and yeah it didn't feel good but i didn't run around crying about it and let others feed of my insecurity ,
Men are always being criticized about body , money , looks , name it there is always something that we don't have or we lack at and this so cold society is always trying to attack us with it when we want someting nice for our self .
And when it comes to picking a girl with a nice bunda and a nice pair of titties we are called misogynistic or smtnistic, i mean you are looking there like a pregnant elephant with those saggy boobs and shit and am supposed to come and get your number while ur friend sitting all pretty and shit . Pass please
So to answer your question ladies there are a lott of men who are gonna be ur lover one day and the hell i might even merry a fat bitch with nice personality too but all these comparison came from you creatures and now your getting by your own game . So we aint gonna settle for less since we men are supposed to be at our highest to be seen .
PS .And for the ones in the comment i will not give a rats ass about what ur gonna say to defend this by the name of the absurd idea of feminism smd .👌
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Unpopular opinion. Is being homosexual the result of the world being too dang judgemental? Let me explain:
I recently saw this video of these black men waiters dancing for the customer's bday and my first thought was, eeewwww, men acting feminine is nasty and second thought was, they are probably gay. And it hit me. Is it how most people think when they see these people? Are we making people question their sexual orientation just because they don't fit in the ideal stereotype? If we didn't judge a guy for being more feminine, is it possible that he fits with a female who is maybe a bit masculine and not go against nature?
If all everyone, including you, reader, ever wanted was to be accepted and loved and feel like enough, why is it that we spend a whole lot of our time hating and judging others?
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I have a friend of four years, he is currently my best friend and it never occurred to me but now that i look back at things i am the only girl in his circle that he is not romantically involved with.
Their is the girl who loved him but he cheated on her with another. Their is the girl who he says he loves and a friend of this girl who does everything to make him hers. And there are other multiple girls he casually flirt with. Bcha i just found it strange how me and him kept our friendship platonic for the past 4 years while all this women came in and go out of his life.
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I'm girl 21 I have a crush in our class😢😔😔😔😔 it's kind of painful coz we never talk I'm very shyy coz learned in girls school & I'm introverted too😒 ..it's been 2 years ena we sometimes just stare at each other & feel like he likes me too coz I'm kind of cute 😂 ...(it's extension class & we only spend 1hr kemanm eza I guess that's why bzuwochun ankerarebm) he's betam hot & cute & might be out of my league 🙈😂...ena anyways if ur reading this ur name starts wiz Y ...pls talk to me atleast on tg...or u guys endet endemawaraw mela belugn😞
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Please Please Please
erasenm lata new help me help your brother out
I really need someone mature enough to give me a real advice yaladala beqa honest yehone opinionachun new mfelgew boy or girl idc alll i want is your honest and real opinion be allah be allah beqa i talked to my sister about it gb still ehite nat ena i didn't trust her opinion about the issue so Please
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There's this guy that i met 3 years ago he is a kinda guy that anyone can wish for he is simply the definition of perfection istg😭 we had our history but now the thing is he is mad at me for some reason which idk specifically ena after that moment he stopped talking to me as he use to and if i talk to him he simply cut the conversation with liked message or by reacting with an emoji and that makes me mad fr i said I'm sorry for several time but it seems like that doesn't work at all he has never been in a relationship not even once he is a typa guy who thinks dating for marriage so yeah he dates to marry and currently he is not into relationship stuff he just wants to work on himself and on the other side me i wanna marry that guy istg i do and i love him very much but this days I'm giving up on him tbh i don't want us to date rn i want us to date when we're ready and stable and i was ready to wait until that day comes but him he stands on my nerves but i can't give up on God. God is the only reason why I'm still waiting for him. So what do you guys think help your girl out I'm stressing rn😭
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So am fucking lonely or feel so empty am not introvert I can easily socialized with ppl make fun laugh joke around but deep down am not happy I feel these loneliness I can't let ppl in my circle am careful what kind of ppl I surround myself with maybe that's why I don't have no close friend am a type of person u call Man real one am so direct am in my 20s ,tall handsome all that .... There are time I really need some company.. When am driving back home or late night or when alone eating in restaurants I used to date and have Specific type like girl that make her own money or from family that have good money I say these cuz they have some type of subconscious mind they learned from there parents so won't be hard to double our money there days I want my babe to spoiled me or pay for our date or vacation reminder am not saying in all am saying sometimes anyway I don't even know if these will get approved anyway it's wht it's
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20f….Pls i need your real opinion and advice. I have been with this guy for 2 years. We’re in uni ena we met there so when we started this relationship it was as a joke and simply like ds bleshgnal ds blehegnal so abren enhun neger neber then it was very hard but we stayed as long as we expected. Mndnw hard yaderegew btlugn huletachnm elehegnoch, anshenefm bayoch, akurafiwoch mnamn nen ena ene demo i have this problem which is overthinking so yhe hulu yatalanal ena eyandandu esu yemikeldachew keldoch kenega disrespect bihonum yan yahl endih alkegn bye bzu lalakabd echlalew andande gn betam siyabesachegn akorfalehu enageralehu yanenu keld gn melshe bkeld lesu beka disrespect aderegshgn blo betam gua ylal hule demo metalat ged nw yemimeslew selam honen 1ken waln bibal tinsh koyto metalatachn aykerm miyatalun negeroch demo betam tinish yehonu negeroch nachew gn huletachnm alasfelagi negeroch enenegagerna enkeyayemalen bezi melku new 2 amet mulu yekoyenw beka bicha abrew meketelun ena esun magbat mnamn efelgalehu mkniyatum betam kemlew belay new yemafekrew betam lataw alfelgm mechem esu gn yemererew ymeslegnal hule chkchk mnamn ylal ik chkchk bibezam gn tinish gize new egziabher kefekede ylewetal bye asbalew soo guys what should i do to make it last weys should i let him decide what he wants?
Sorry for the long story vent sadergm yemejemeryaye slehone mn malet endalebgnm mnamn alawekum bicha👍
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I would like to say this for the guys..why r u r weak this much. u have a little emotional intelligence..be A Man enji ...be stoic be disciplined be provider be protector that's what a man do. Don't come here and cry about Ur little problems a man purpose is more than himself. No body gives a fuck about Ur little problems so get up be a man and do what u have to do..
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Hey guys endet nachihu this is my second vent I'm that guy who won DV and wants to take he's X as his fiancée in future and wants to resgester her name
So first thank you everyone for all your advice and comments I don't expect this much to be honest thank you
So as you suggested I try to contact her and meet her (it's weird to ask her after all this time but she came ) so I didn't tell her about the interview a asked her how's life then she I asked me lemin be akal lagegnat endefeleku keza esun lemenager befit 1 tayake gideta memeles endalebat negerkuat keza she asked what's it so asked her if she is single ? This was her answer
No I'm not I have some body I love with smile on her face also she said is this why you want to met me to ask this ? Then asked her how serious endehone ena do you love him ? She said it's serious and she loved him
Wow for some time I was shocked after hearing that ke lay eske tach dres new feel yarekut coz you guys have no I dea because in our last conversation she told me be family case break up endaregin ena she will neve Start a relationship or have a boyfriend and I will be her last unless some family arranged marriage eskalhone deres that is the only thing she will accept (also be family new silat adelem bilagnalech) and also family lemesret temesasay biku emihon kehone she told me I will accept you with open arms
So I just smiled and I asked her what changed your father is steel around how do you have a boyfriend...she talks a lot non sonce even I advised me to have a girlfriend do you believe that wow😁 Yan Hulu sitawera yazenkut be esua sayhon be Ene neber min yakil biwodat new ehen yakil dump eyahonkut like for the 2 years even taking to other girls feels like cheating on her 😔 i wished she tell me that it's last between us that ehen emayaregewn promise kemegbat beka I wish she said you should live your life it's the end rather than this lie of promise
Know I think ya neber tesfa endalkort ena fully move on endalareg yaregegn even maybe there's 1 percent chance I should not have up emilew hasab GA lalefut 2 ametat enditagal yaregegn
So she finished talking and I asked her that ybekan beka wedebet temeleshi then she asked me Lezi bicha alagegnehegnim more endemekotat then I tell her about the DV the fiance thing....the response I expeced was oh thank you that's generous of you but I have boyfriend
But after hearing that she completely Feliped 😂
Start talking why didn't you tell me at first then joroye new eskil dires she said "this is great news for US " ASKED HER yemin US new you have a boyfriend
Then she said I don't love him like you 😭 I started getting mad at her response man I lost to years of my life to get back to her and everything I have was my memory of her the person she was with me know she just someone all my feelings for her changed
She moved on Start a life after me I was the fool one trying to change my life not giving up our love and somehow trying to find a better life for us but in the end" good guys finish last " I understand it
I told her to shut up and leave because it was to much for me to accept I Wested my 2 years for this working for her to be like this it's not fair
Also thank to her I will never be same again I will move on but I will never give the unconditional love I give for her now I'm starting to ask my self can I ever love again in my life ? After the damage i Put my self through not her but me ? I lost my interest in everything this world is not fair
Know she calls my phone 10 times a day send a lot of messages saying sorry I tell her to get back to her new boyfriend and it's fair sending me these messages for him
I think she didn't understand it's not only my feelings for her died that it's alot of my self to
Thank you everyone for reading and reaching out have I nice day
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WHAT IS UP WITH PARENTS??
So basically, I don't know anybody with healthy parents. They are either divorced( not saying it is unhealthy)or just living together for the sake of the kids, or there is like a huge age gap difference.
Do Childs with healthy parents even exist???
Why do people even get married ?😕 🙄
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You know....we sometimes talk and some of our talks are endless...which i wouldn't want anybody to interrupt...but i sometimes loss my cool when i start to get afraid of lossing people...when i want to be fantastic but end up being boring and dramtic...we are talkin and u opening up to me..now am getting afraid of hurting u by any means or bore u to death..all my perfection..the one i was good at before comes down to zero and am acting like a novice...and now am lossing hope when u don't give a shit and am trembling to be perfect when u show up at the same time....am used to seeing the losing interest of people on me and am tryin very hard not to get that from u...yes am ridiculous and non sense most of the time but how do i tell u that i don't know how to be my self anymore because i couldn't make those people i wanna have forever want to stay...if i could only show u how much i want u to stay without me asking u to....i want you...i want you with me...
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21 f Finally I decided to let her go and live my life but wtf, I saw her in my dream last night, I wasn't even thinking about her, but I saw her in my dream she looked so pretty like she always does, am writing this while I'm hearing " we fell in love in October, girl in red" and am falling for her, again and again as every minute counts... What she was for me? Well idk she was the first person that I felt romantic tension with, she was the first person I fell in love with, she was the one before I even know what being gay meant, she was the one who can make me uncomfortable and give me butterfly with just a simple touch when I'm not supposed to feel, and I was the one who breaks her heart without knowing it, and now I'm the one who is trying to hold, and remember every fuckin blurry memories, I love her so bad, but I'm afraid to see her face rn, I don't know how to react, what if she tells me that she is in love with someone else, what if she gave up and just idk I'm stressed out, and most of all what if she says " no, it's all on your head" fuck, I just think I should just hold on to those memories and cherish them
Pov: one-sided love hurts so bad like hell.
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Hey guys...... its often hard to write the first part of something. I guess saying something either makes it go away or stay with you contemplating but to hell with it i guess. Recently i was talking to a friend who had a breakup with his girlfriend of 2 years and was telling me how he feels like the world had crushed on him i told him about mine happened like a week ago and he asked me how does it feel, the thing is i didn feel sad like him i felt disappointed at myself i felt bad for the time i wasted. I felt so dumb. I think loving someone comes at cost.
But as the conversation went along i realized not knowingly i was ready for the breakup i knew it was coming i saw the signs the avoiding of holding hands, the shallowness, the avoiding of intimate conversations and the silence the day we broke up while i was driving her home and me thinking about the deal i was about to make the next day made this was coping mechanism with out me knowing it and last conversation about why she was breaking up with me and me saying words she wasted my time that could have been spent on something great she wasted the small place that i thought i had for love now i dont want to feel and on top of that she asked me to hug her i said no why would i hug someone that made me feel disappointed at myself i told her to hug herself and never try to contact me ever again.
But then hearing my friend it better to feel disappointed than feel sad and depressed. What do u guys think?
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Student 20m so why do I think I have a solution to every problem, why do they think I have a solution to everything, why do I think they think that I have a soln. Why does everyone want to put their burdens on u and expect a soln ende why do I attract broken peoples in my life maybe am also broken becha life yeketelale
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Hey guys am 20F. The thing is, a lot of guys ask for my number mnamn ask me out on dates They text they call mnamn but non of them asked me to be their gf. Idk why, am not a boring person or ugly. And am not even bothered with this, matter fact i don't want to be with any of them, i even block many guys after i talk to them for a while.
Am i showing them that i don't want this relationship stuff? Is that why are are leaving? Or is it because i think i deserve more than them that am not showing the right interest. I mean they don't know what i feel inside about guys right? So why are they not asking me to be their girl even if they want to talk to me they want to spend time with me
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For u guys,who always surround urself with bestfr with opposite sex that is something unpleasant if u wanna get sexual thing out there don confuse it.try be someone who knows what u need if u want dick don be friends just do the stuff what u wanted to.
Fo those boys who bestfrnds of a gorgeous girl who always acts like someone who lacks testosterone go get ur self bitch boy.if u want to surround the girl that i want to make mine,u will wake up in hell.
Eski wend wend shtetu atshletletu such a waste of wendnet weyne🤯
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23M I'm university student the thing is i have headach 4 year until now time sejemergn ende normal nbr yemyaw now time gin beka normally minm neger lay rasu focus maderg alchalkum ena ke girlfriend hula beka breakup adrgalw kesew gar rasu tsebay kegize wedgize yekeyayeral ena lela demo tewat ke enkelfe sensa demo lela tarik enkuan sew manger sew mayet rasu yastelegnal esti advice setugn min baderg yeshalegnal
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Beautiful people listen up! I ain't here to boast about how my life is such a blessing ( it's literally not ) but I want to tell you how things changed from worse to good gradually. May be you can learn a thing or two
Part one
Let's start with how I used to be, shall we?
I was one hella insecure girl: starting from my appearance, how smart I am , how I communicate with others, hell I was insecure about how I breath . I was a complaining , whining bitch who won't stop crying over her bad luck , her problem, throwing pity party when ever she feels like it. I would complain every problem of mine to whoever listens. Am I being an attention seeker? Hell yes ! I lavished on their sympathy, their 'mtsm' , to their 'poor girl'. And when I didn't get the attention I seek; well at first it started with being depressed.... got depressed to the point that I hate doing the only thing I know and love to do. Next came the day dreams: fantasies on ends. Picture perfect boyfriend, undead father, Aladdin's wealth ( his wishing lamp?), perfect body, the perfect version of me that every one wanted .... then when the fantasies get old , came the lying and the ' hard to believe lies' ( I came to learn that I am a bad liar...in the hard way!)
All my actual problems seemed like mt. Kilimanjaro that I can't never push. Reality and fantasy blended in and blurred my vision. I honestly didn't know which is which. And my sorry ass was just sitting there and crying rather than to try and solve things. ( no matter how impossible your problem seems, you will fail for sure but try again ..and again ... trust me !)
Afttttterrrr all this , the climax was I got suicidal. I never got the wit to do so, as much as I hated my life. ( I read one vent about suicide recently .... gotta say 🙌🏾 what that person said is 200% true. First hand experience. Again trust me on this you haven't called death to take you yet? That is because...?You don't wanna die. Not the other way around you dare to claim. Simple!)
And the BOOM! I was alll over the place slipping through life with out living, a walking corpse. The result of all that was bad, no it was the worst of them all. I lost a friend, my man went on to look for a better girl ( mind you not the perfect one that I was dreaming to be like ) no, a girl who was more confident, cherry, smart and fun ... everything that I was not. ( I don't blame you, darling. I would have done the same fucking thing, if I were in your shoes😌) that got me more depressed and more suicidal whining noisy girl.
Collage life made all this mess to be messier than I thought. Would spread my legs to some of the boys who promised me I am beautiful. Got in relationships that were senseless fucking toxic. I became the bad venom. Still victmising myself for all my rotten fruits. I dropped out of collage..... left home and started to work on low income for 4 month. That is when the change began. Not because I read a book or listened to some motivating podcast, not because i fall in love for an angel( an angel was by my side tho)....but solely because taking responsibility will slap some sense into your mind.... it will fuck you up, but in a good way....
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Hi everyone,
Here is my issue, am just here to here ur opinions and advices u may have for me.
I am 26 years old, graduated with my masters degree almost a year before and i now have a good and flexible job with a great salary. The issue is i am now single and mingle (was not a huge issue for me) until my family started reminding me of getting a man and getting married (as if it is an easy thing). I was in a relationship with a guy and he meant the world to me, he was like my perfect match but it did not work out because we have different religion backgrounds and we ended things no matter how much we loved each other, because reality can't take us any further. It has been a year since we stopped our relationship, and i have been dating after him but those guys i dated mihoju ayidelum. I am currently in search for someone humble who can take me seriously and i believe i will find my soulmate, my forever one day but i can't stand the pressure from family members, i know lene asebewlegn nw gn ene dmo mechenek alfelgem berasu gize fetari migerm sew yagenagnegnal biye amenalew. What advice would u guys give me?
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eshiiii..my stretch marks🤦♀️ malet nw beka kakme belay honual mulu eje,hode,beka egre 😭😭 beka fite bcha nw yekerew ena betam insecure eyaregegn metual yeweledku nw mimeslachew actually weight lose nw yhen yametabgn gn bihonm bihonm..... accept ur self the way u are mnamn endatlugn meftehe kalew ladies mela belugn😭😭
btw am 21f
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