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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

There is a sweetness that hurts when it stays,
Like honey on lips that already taste of goodbyes,
A moment that knows it is living on borrowed breath,
Smiling because it remembers how to die.

Two hearts sit together on the edge of a clock,
Time licking its blade in the corner of the room,
Every laugh is a promise that breaks as it forms,
Every touch rehearses a future of absence.

We hold each other like stolen daylight,
Careful with warmth, reckless with time,
Even the shadows cling a little longer,
As if darkness itself doesnโ€™t want this to end.

Love here is not blind โ€” it sees too much,
It reads the ending before the story is told,
Still turns the page with trembling hands,
Still falls for the sentence it knows will hurt.

This is not hope; hope lies about forever,
This is honesty dressed in tenderness,
A vow made to moments instead of tomorrows,
A faith in the now because later betrays.

We drink from a cup already cracked,
And call the leaking sweetness divine,
Every drop that escapes becomes memory,
Every sip tastes like the shape of loss.

Even silence grows heavier between our breaths,
Pregnant with the words we wonโ€™t say,
The air learns the weight of goodbye early,
So the farewell doesnโ€™t have to fall alone.

This kind of love is a gentle cruelty,
It gives you everything but time,
Teaches the heart to hold and release at once,
To grieve while still being grateful.

When the end arrives, it wonโ€™t feel sudden,
It has been sitting with us all along,
Smiling through every shared heartbeat,
Practicing its name in the quiet of our closeness.

So we love like people who know the cost,
Spend our warmth before the cold can claim it,
Not trying to win against the endingโ€”
Only trying to make the ending remember us.

~N@shh.....

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

I will not feel the blue

I will not feel blue on this day of love ,
No I won't feel dejected in this special day
Its the day which two heart meet,
And they also have their say..

There is a feeling of emptiness within ,
A feeling of holding back too,
A feeling of not having someone beside ,
Is causing some heart breaks too.

I know this will not be so long ,
And I will meet someone,
Who will gel along with me ,
And understand me so well in love ..

Not many moments to behold ,
On this day which is a special one ,
Happy valentines to all !!!


ยฉ njorogemercy683


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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

*Hollow Crown*
*By Abdulmalik Yahya (The Punsmith)*

When fools think they matter,
they borrow noise
for a spine,
stand on borrowed bowels,
calling rot a ladder.

They beat their chests with rented drums,
mistake vibration for pulse,
mistake volume for value,
mistake being seen
for being solid.

They speak in mirrors,
applauded by their own reflections,
confuse glare for glitz,
confuse attention for fact.

They mistake motion for meaning,
mistake clapping for consent,
mistake survival
for significance,
and call it legacy.

Let them perform their hunger
on rooftops,
let them crown noise as king.
Time has a way
of starving feuds of fuel.

Watch how emptiness rehearses importance
how shallow cups brag loudest
when barely full.
How dust earns a modest brass
once kissed by borrowed sunlight.

ยฉ 06-02-2026

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

*I Love the Idea of You*

I love the idea of you
like a horror flick with a happy end
where all the monsters are polite
and never chew on my brain

Youโ€™re the fantasy I binge watch
while ignoring the screams outside
a Netflix show with perfect ratings
no glitches, no awkward silences

The real you?
Oh, thatโ€™s the directorโ€™s cut
blood, mess, and plot twists
that nobody asked for

I love the idea of you
because actual you is like expired milk
fun to sniff, hard to swallow
and guaranteed to ruin my day

So letโ€™s toast to the idea
that neat little nightmare in my head
because dealing with you in 3D?
Nah, Iโ€™d rather stay single and sane


_TAF_

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

I lost everything to love,
drowned in the sweetness of its promise.
Lust pulled me under,
a wave too strong to resist.
I surfaced only to find
my soul had drifted far from shore.

Lost.

โ€”Uzithepoet

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

I know I sound like a broken record
every time I tell you what you mean to me.
But my heart insists
it reminds me again and again,
especially when I see you.

It gets scared of the thought
that one day someone else might say
what I forgot to.

So I keep telling you,
not because Iโ€™ve run out of new words,
but because youโ€™re someone
I never want to stop reminding
how much you matter to me.

I feel no shame,
no hesitation,
in showing how much I want you.
My feelings for you
arenโ€™t something I want to hide
or tone down.

If anything,
I want to be louder about them
clearer, bolder
unafraid of letting you know
that you matter to me
more than I know how to explain.

So itโ€™s up to you
if you want to keep listening
to this broken record.

Because it has no off button,
no pause,
no idea how to stop...
it just keeps playing
every time my heart feels your presence.

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

Lost Account Follow New

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

LIFE IS UNFAIR

Life is unfair
It needs no failure
It needs those who prepare
To those who take care,
It offers a chair


Life is unfair indeed
Especially to those who can't succeed
It doesn't want them to be pleased
In it, there's no over speed
For one can't procceed


Life is a journey
Full of pain without money
Really it sounds funny
If you're canny,
It offers honey

Life is a real gamble
It needs one to struggle
But easy to escape trouble
If you engalf humble
No need to scramble
For it hates one to stumble
By: Wisdom Msungabanthu Mlambia
( Msungapipo)

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

[POEM] A DIALOGUE OF WATCHING by Kenneth Rexroth

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

*metarmorphosis.*

The cup levitates. It's contents brimming to the point of overflowing. At the edges the liquid inside shivers, viscous a little. But who knows? How longer shall it withstand before breaking? The air around it trembles. As if, in trepidation. The reminisce, perhaps a bad memory, a recent happening. Above, hopelessness lays. Watching, draining all vivacious hues. Steam rises. Motivation. I'm doing something. Progress, the baby steps. Mockingly, the temperature drops. Absolute zero. Frozen. My skin thawing out. The contents still, frozen too. The dry winds blow, hopes to get out of here swept away. Overbearingly, the helplessness albatrosses. Why? Why now? Why me? The questions arise. Don't heroes exist? Am I not worth saving? The air gives way, shredded by the cold. The cup tilts to the side, unable to maintain its balance. It swings, like a pendulum to the other side. The equilibrium is broken and it falls. Through the heights it's life flashing before it's eyes. Perhaps I was a good cup. Perhaps not. It hits the floor, and breaks to a million pieces. Shattered, never to be used again.

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

I set down the stone I was carrying.
I loosen my grip on yesterday.
I release you from the weight of my remembering.
I make peace with the wound and let it close.
I choose not to bleed where you once cut me.
I leave the door unlatched and walk on.
Your debt to my heart is cleared.
I lay your name gently back into silence.

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

Please be kind to yourself, especially in hard times. Please be gentle with yourself every single day. Please find whatever makes you happy and continuously do it. Please love yourself, love others and welcome love. Please heal and embrace happiness, please learn and love.

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

I am right where I want to be,
Beneath the rubble,
Where their feet stomp ceaselessly,
And their eyes name me a sloth.

In their haste to chase foretold wealth,
They abandon the bird in hand,
Believing the hunt will be fair,
Until their hope flies the coop.

And where will I be?
Beneath the rubble, sifting through their dirt,
Gathering
little by little
The small things they left behind.

But when they return to search for them,
I will be long gone.
Only whispers of me will remain,
A rumor, a lesson,
Of a wealth unheeded.

#poetry

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

My love story is pure poetry,
because it never truly began.

Longing without memory,
grief without betrayalโ€”
fleeting moments
that flirt endlessly
without closure.

~Poetry

Uzithepoet

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

Let your love flow in my veins
like rivers down to the ocean,
and your glory burst in me like sparks from a brilliant fire,
You're mine and I'm yours, so hold my hand and walk with me,
Down the path end of our lives and beyond.

Your beautiful smile is my eyes delight,
And your laughter my heart melts
Your arm in mine is peace and beyond,
How I want this emotions to last forever

You're my fever and my shiver,
An infection that sets me on fire until I quiver
You have me helplessly deep in your embrace,
And all I want is to make us live timelessly

And when that time comes that we'll old and weary
I'll hold you and love you till I die
Our memories will live forever,
And our children will share in our love to the end of days.

So love me today just like you do,
And care for me always just like you have
Let us bathe in Yahuah's light,
And love each other more than before.

Poem by BinKhuryam
Dated:13/12/2025

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

I would rather
be a beautiful sentence
you never meet
than a man
who cannot live up
to his own poetry.

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

๐ŸŽ‰ Happy Birthday Doctor Virginia ๐ŸŽ‚โค๏ธ

Happy birthday my beautiful girl ๐ŸŽ‰๐Ÿฅฐ
Happy birthday Daktari wangu ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โš•๏ธ๐Ÿ’™ โ€” heri ya siku yako ya kuzaliwa mrembo ๐ŸŒน

Today is not just any day โœจ
It is the day a wonderful soul was born ๐Ÿ’ซ
A special day for someone very special in my heart โค๏ธ

I take this opportunity ๐Ÿ™
To wish you a happy birthday ๐ŸŽ‚
Because this is your special day โœจ
An amazing day โ€” siku ya kipekee sana kwangu ๐Ÿ’•

I thank God for how far He has brought you ๐Ÿ™Œ โ€” namshukuru Mungu kwa hatua uliyofika ๐Ÿ™
He has truly been faithful in your life โœ๏ธ
For He knew you before you were born ๐Ÿค
And placed you in your motherโ€™s womb ๐Ÿ‘ถ
You are such a blessing to your family โค๏ธ
And a precious blessing in my life too ๐Ÿ’–

Happy birthday Bess Virgy ๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŒน

May God be with you always ๐Ÿ™ โ€” Mungu awe nawe siku zote ๐Ÿค
May He bless your beautiful heart always โœจ
May your life be filled with love, joy and peace ๐Ÿ’•
Ubarikiwe sana mrembo ๐ŸŒธ

Enjoy to the fullest ๐Ÿฅณ โ€” furahia kabisa mpenzi โค๏ธ
Party to the fullest ๐ŸŽ‰๐Ÿ’ƒ โ€” sherekea vilivyo ๐Ÿ•บ
For this is your day ๐ŸŒž
The day that the Lord has made โœ๏ธ โ€” hii ndiyo siku aliyoifanya Bwana ๐Ÿ™Œ

May luck be on your side always ๐Ÿ€
May success follow you everywhere you go ๐Ÿ†
May God's guidance and protection always cover you ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ›ก๏ธ
Happy birthday my dear ๐Ÿค— โ€” rafiki yangu wa thamani sana ๐Ÿ’™

May you live to blow a thousand candles ๐Ÿ•ฏ๏ธ๐ŸŽ‚ โ€” uishi miaka mingi yenye furaha โค๏ธ
May everything your heart desires be fulfilled ๐Ÿ’– โ€” yote unayotamani yatimie โœจ

You deserve all the happiness in this world ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ’ž
Your smile brings light into my life โ˜€๏ธ
And your presence makes my world more beautiful โค๏ธ

Happy birthday Bess Virgy ๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŒน
Happy birthday my love ๐Ÿ’•
This message is a small dedication from my heart to yours ๐Ÿ’Œ
Cheers to more life together ๐Ÿฅ‚ โ€” maisha marefu na baraka tele ๐Ÿ™Œ

With love and best wishes from Brian ๐Ÿ˜โค๏ธ

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

Is that all
that lives inside your head?
One face
repeating like a stubborn sound
you pretend not to notice.

Do you not see anything else
in this wide world
overflowing with stories,
with strangers carrying galaxies
quietly within them?

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

I just think about you
whenever I canโ€™t write anything.
Itโ€™s not that I feel nothing
itโ€™s just that words get lost
and canโ€™t find their way to my pen.

So I start writing about you.
My words seem to have
a special liking for you.
They never stop coming
when theyโ€™re meant for you.

All I do
is get lost in thoughts of you,
and suddenly
the pen moves effortlessly.

Words crawl onto paper
in your name
like children running
toward home
after waiting too long
to be held.

I donโ€™t think Iโ€™m a writer,
not really.
Iโ€™m just someone
who met the right muse.

And if anyone believes I am,
itโ€™s only because of you.
Youโ€™re the one
who held this hand
every time it forgot how to move.

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

๐‘ณ๐’๐’—๐’† ๐’Š๐’”๐’โ€™๐’• ๐’๐’๐’๐’š ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’๐’–๐’• ๐’๐’‚๐’–๐’ˆ๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‰๐’‚๐’‘๐’‘๐’š ๐’…๐’‚๐’š๐’”
๐‘บ๐’๐’Ž๐’†๐’•๐’Š๐’Ž๐’†๐’” ๐’Š๐’•โ€™๐’” ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’๐’–๐’• ๐’”๐’•๐’‚๐’š๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’˜๐’‰๐’†๐’ ๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’“๐’” ๐’˜๐’๐’–๐’๐’… ๐’๐’†๐’• ๐’ˆ๐’
๐‘ฐ๐’• ๐’Š๐’” ๐’‰๐’๐’๐’…๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‰๐’‚๐’๐’…๐’” ๐’‚๐’‡๐’•๐’†๐’“ ๐’Ž๐’Š๐’”๐’–๐’๐’…๐’†๐’“๐’”๐’•๐’‚๐’๐’…๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ๐’” ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’“ ๐’๐’†๐’•๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’ˆ๐’
๐‘ฐ๐’• ๐’Š๐’” ๐’๐’Š๐’”๐’•๐’†๐’๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’•๐’ ๐’†๐’‚๐’„๐’‰ ๐’๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’“โ€™๐’” ๐’‰๐’†๐’‚๐’“๐’•๐’” ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’๐’†๐’†๐’…๐’” ๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’ ๐’˜๐’‰๐’†๐’ ๐’Š๐’• ๐’‰๐’–๐’“๐’•๐’”
๐‘ป๐’“๐’–๐’† ๐’๐’๐’—๐’† ๐’Š๐’” ๐’’๐’–๐’Š๐’†๐’•, ๐’…๐’†๐’†๐’‘, ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‰๐’†๐’‚๐’๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

*ECHOES IN THE SILENCE*

When the since is loud, the spirit is low!
For the mind slumbers : thoughts are joggled..
The heart bleeds_but the veins got no flow in them...
The CPU has failed, for every nerve is paralyzed!

I got cravings: yet I'm not paged!
I long for love _ yet I'm to weak to persue it...
It's feather like: I can't comprehend its speed_
An elephant I'm, weighing tonnes leaving me grounded...

I'm hopeless: a glimmer of hope isn't expected!
Though I'm not a bat _ my vision is blur...
I hope for my heart to race, yet its piston is worn out _
Its pulse is faint _the heavens awaits my arrival!

They say, "love isn't for the weak."
I bet the ox in me fled: for the existence of love terrified it!
I've lost my sanity, while the beautiful serenity withered...
I'm a failure in love _yet a master in making others bloom!

*ยฉMyles The Masterpiece ๐Ÿ–‹๏ธ๐Ÿ–‹๏ธ*
*ยฎMylistic verses ๐Ÿ–‹๏ธ*

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

The only time this piece of paper shines
is when I write about you.
Otherwise itโ€™s just another page
quiet, unnoticed,
like the things I never say out loud.

But how would you ever know that,
this paper has never left my diary,
it keeps my feelings folded inside it,
the way I keep them from you.

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

โ€œMarriage is hard.
Divorce is hard.
Choose your hard.
Obesity is hard.
Being fit is hard.
Choose your hard.
Being in debt is hard.
Being financially disciplined is hard.
Choose your hard.
Starting a business is hard.
Working a 9 to 5 job is hard.
Choose your hard.
Life will never be easy,
but you can choose your hard.
Choose wisely!"

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

Y O U' R E K I L L I N G U S
- bob kasiita

you're supposed to protect us
but instead you're killing us
one by one, like flies on a wall
silencing the voices that dare to speak

why are you doing this?
what's the reason for this bloody dance?
is it power? is it greed?
or is it just the stench of your own decay?

you're killing Ugandans, one by one
leaving their bodies in the streets
like discarded trash, like yesterday's news
and nobody says a word, nobody moves

the silence is deafening, the silence is a scream
as you continue to kill, to maim, to oppress
and we're just supposed to take it, to swallow it whole
like a bitter pill, like a poison that slowly kills

but I won't take it, I won't swallow it whole
I'll spit it out, I'll scream it loud
you're killing us, you're killing our souls
and we won't be silenced, we won't be controlled.

#mycountry๐Ÿ‡บ๐Ÿ‡ฌ

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

โ€ŽPoem Titular: Athwart
โ€Ž
โ€ŽAgainst the shadow of what came before,ย 
โ€ŽPresumption does not stand side by side,ย 
โ€ŽBut turns inward, searching quietlyย 
โ€ŽFor the finest course of action,
โ€ŽThough none yet falters, none yet fails.ย 
โ€Ž
โ€ŽWe journey forth, yet find no passage;ย 
โ€ŽBarriers rise where paths should open.ย 
โ€ŽThe descent weighs heavier than the climb,ย 
โ€ŽAnd still we wonder,
โ€ŽTo whom shall we lift our plea,ย 
โ€ŽFor aid, for unclouded guidance?ย 
โ€Ž
โ€Žยฉ๏ธThe Eminentย 
โ€Ž

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

When you have an amazing day,

Ground yourself before going to bed that night.

Remind yourself of where you have come from,

And remember that this is just another incredible day in your life,

Because more work needs to be done.

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

Gratitude is a powerful gift that keeps us alive and motivated never stop appreciating our own blessings.

Good morning and happy Friday to all active mutual in the universe ๐Ÿช๐Ÿคฉ

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

Between us falling stars
In darkness sparkling eyes,
The touch like salute
blowing away to absolute,
On knees you are fallen angel,
in embrace your heavenly home, you're no stranger...
Fly up and fly...
Hold me tight ...
Your wings color of night
My feathers white
Merging in yin yang...
Glowing brightโœจ
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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

*petals.*

I sip from this bottle,
the salt of reminisce,
and the refinement of life.

I swig the snake's poison,
potent in it's charm,
layered by friendship,
I remember how my friend,
broke me not once nor twice,
ah these memories,
the downfall of the facade.

I swig the laughs,
the tears and the silence,
I thank the shoulder I leaned on,
bless it in solitude,
you were the rock,
that calmed my storm.

I take in the love,
stormy and steamy it's nature,
unrequited from my family,
my people that I counted on,
I remember the tides,
that I nearly drowned in,
and I'm grateful,
you were there.

I down happiness,
sadness too and the insomniac nights,
nights that I sat awake till morning,
frivolous fretting for the future,
I think how nice it would be not to think,
but how can I not,
when I was born a thinker.

I sip life,
and death in between,
for the ones we lost,
and the ones we found,
my heart silently weeps,
and rejoices in the joys,
how beautiful it is to live,
as the days pass awaiting death.

I smother the last mouthful,
cheers to you, me and us,
cheers to the swigs,
that we take everyday,
may we find strength,
and thrive in good health,
you should know I'm proud of you,
it wasn't easy to get here๐Ÿฆ‹.

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Poetic World 98 ๐Ÿ˜˜

May I borrow a few pages?
There is still some sorrow of the past few months left to be written.
I donโ€™t know how to gather inner pain onto paper.
Iโ€™ve kept it carefully stored in my heart instead.
I donโ€™t let tears fall without reason,
perhaps not even when there is a reason.
And yes, maybe the fault is mine.
Pain truly begins when hope grows beyond limits,
or when hope is first awakened
only to be abandoned and scattered for no reason.
After all, whom am I complaining to?
Every drop of my pain is part of my identity.
I know exactly where it came from.
I want to forget all my confusions
and stay away from those relationships
where Iโ€™m only allowed to play the second role.
My priorities donโ€™t even remain limited to myself anymore.
I get treated like a pawn in a game of chess,
one that moves forward but can never return.
I donโ€™t want any kind of rights anymore
that pull me away from who I truly am.
And when I try to return, Iโ€™m told,
โ€œWell sir, we didnโ€™t need you here anyway.
But since youโ€™ve come, have a cup of tea before you leave.โ€
For a moment, it felt good when I realized
that my sadness mattered to sorrow itself.
But that very day, my sleep woke me up too.
Thereโ€™s just one wish left this year.
That tonight I sleep peacefully without a single thought.
No wrinkles on my forehead.
Only silence as far as the eye can see.
No noise, no chaos.
And when I wake, may it be a new morning,
sunlight blooming everywhere.
Iโ€™ll sit on a chair in the warmth of the sun,
a cup of tea in my hand,
calculating the profits and losses of this yearโ€™s joys.
May I have a few more pages?
So I can write today itself
what I should do and what I shouldnโ€™t.
I donโ€™t want distance from the relationships that still remain.
And if thereโ€™s even a little time left to laugh,
let it not be a fake smile,
but happiness from deep within,
refreshing the mind like the earthy scent after rain.
And yes, if I put effort into making a relationship better,
may I receive the same response in return,
without expectations.
In search of perfection,
I no longer want to lose what is already good.
What can never be mine,
I no longer wish to belong to either.
The words refuse to stop today.
I just want to keep writing.
Perhaps speaking it out loud might invite bad luck.
Now, I simply want to exist in this life of mine.
Come on, donโ€™t be upset if I ask for one more page.
Iโ€™ll write again next year.
Perhaps Iโ€™ll be seen on old paths,
but with some new talent this time.

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